User blog:Rhonda the stalker fan!/Sorry D:

Well...apparently it looks like I've been away for 11 months. And I feel like trash for that. Seriously, that sucks and I suck for letting people down for being away. I'm so sorry about that.

But I'm back (and hopefully will not disappear forever again). And I'm making a blog to explain some stuff.

Where Was I?
Um...I'm not sure exactly. I didn't really plan to leave...it just kind of happened. That's horrible excuse but I don't really know. It had nothing to do with the wiki honestly. It was junior year, which was a tough year schoolwork wise.

I think it also had to do with not being in love with Total Drama as much as I was, which has happened to most people. But awhile ago, I talked to a friend and discovered they loved Total Drama too, and had been netflixing it. We gotten in too a discussion and they said their favorite character was Duncan, because she found him attractive.

And as weird as this is, I think that kind of helped me let go of some issues I had pent up over the show. I think maybe I enjoy Total Drama more now because I don't have high expectations. It's not deep or the most clever or funny, but it's funny and clever and the characters can be good. I also have enjoyed RR, which maybe even better than season 1 (...is that blasphemy?)

I think it also had to do with not being satisfied with my own writing, which I'll get to in a minute. But I want to comeback because I still love this place, the people here and Total Drama fan-fictions.

My Stories?
So here's the thing; I still love what I wrote. I'm not ashamed or see it as a big regret. Sure their are things I'd change, but it's not bad even for my skill at the time.

But I was a little down I didn't get a lot feedback. I appreciate the feedback I got and understand most people just couldn't get into, but it's rough. And I think I tried to do too much at once.

So first off, I'm canceling my spin-offs, Used Mini-Van and that one Christmas story thing. I might go back and finish TD: UMV but I don't have the time for it now, so it might have to wait a while. As for my collabs, I don't know who is still here and who wants to continue them, so I'll find out and discuss it.

And finally there's Total Drama What The Heck? TDWTH was my first story and the first in my canon. And I still love it and adore the characters. But I think the connection it has with the original is difficult and I want to try something different.

It's not cancelled. But, it's going to be my secondary story like TD:UMV was. I'm going to create a new story that will officially start of my canon that'll be easier to update while I update TD:WTH? less often (partially due to it's size). I'm not sure where it stands in my canon; either it exists in it's own continuity and the original characters will reappear later or I'll retroactively add it later. But for now it's not dead, just on the back burner.

New Story
Ever since I started TD:WTH (four years maybe :0) I've been planning future seasons so I've been developing this story and characters for about that long.

The gist is that Total Drama was cancelled some time ago but started a craze of teen reality shows, leading to an American company to 'reboot' it by calling it the American version. Hosted by Rhonda, with her cohorts Jenny and Toby, 22 new teens compete in America's capital of Washington, D.C. for two million dollars.

For those who've read anything I've written and liked it, you should enjoy this. It's got better grammar and is MUCH shorter than TDWTH, each chapter is around about 5000 words. I trying to make it a more ensemble type story, with drama and comedy that comes more from the characters. I'll update with more info as I have it.

Schedule
I'm going to try and be more active and finish a story, so to help I'm going to make schedule. Whether it'll work or not I have no clue.

I'll alternate other week as a work week or a writing week. Writing weeks I'll work on writing for my stories and have a chapter update of my main story Saturday. I'll be on the wiki less often that week, but still on. I'm ahead a bit, as I've finished some chapters for my main canon.

Work weeks will be more about being on the wiki doing clean up, reading and commenting (which I'll try to do on writing weeks of course) and rankings. I'll try to have a big update for Saturday. So basically, I should have something every Saturday.

Of course, school or personal problems could influence this but I'm going to give it a shot.

Yup
So once again, in too many words here's an explanation of some stuff. I'm hoping to try new things while continuing to improve on old things and hopefully talk to everybody again and meet new faces <3 Sorry again!