User blog:Bocaj910/Just Stopping By Memory Lane to Say Hello...

So, the last time I was here I was promising a new story, but instead I simply disappeared again (like I always do). This time, I won't promise anything, because I don't plan on writing any more fanfiction, especially Total Drama fanfiction (I've completely lost an interest in the series). All I'm here to do is tell you how much I've missed you all, and how truly important you've been to me. When I first joined this wiki, I was a depressed, closeted homosexual who was afraid of anything social, and I consumed my life with trying to become closer to God (and straight as well... that didn't work out too well). This was the first place that I truly felt accepted, and it opened my mind to the world. The diversity of people on here is amazing, and the fact that we all (for the most part) get along is incredible. I'll forever hold my gratitude to this wiki for opening my mind up artistically.

So many of you helped me through my difficult times. I was practically on the verge of suicide, and people such as Shane and Sprink helped me grow out of it. Because of this wiki I'm a happier person. Ironically, the people that helped me through my depression actually opened my eyes to what was wrong with my life, by having them tell me to keep on doing what was wrong with my life.

In the year that's past I've become an atheist, and I feel like a new, more aspiring person for it. I'm sure many of you that I became so close to (I can think of one specific person that especially would) are hurt by this decision I've made in my life, and I hope you can respect it. I'm not an immoral person (at least in my eyes), I simply don't follow some of the rules I used to abide by (i.e., homosexuality being a sin).

Though I'm sure many of you have already left (I know that Sprink has), but for those who remain, I send you my love and gratitude, and I hope for the best for all you.