User blog:JERealize/I'm so sorry, but I have to come back...

(JER stands awkwardly in white room)

Hi. This is JERealize. And now I'm back. At least to wiki chat.

Explanation
Ever since summer came, I took a look at my writing skills and (what with all the commentary and all) looked for ways to improve. I found none that worked for me, and in frustration, last August I announced I would be leaving the wiki.

There's just one problem: I really had nowhere else to go.

...

Okay, maybe that's not entirely true...

I was visiting another wiki of another TV show (you know the one) since January (due to some answers I needed but have yet to receive), and with the departure I made from this wiki, that wiki was the only place I had left (besides real-life, but I don't have much room for making friends in real-life, so... yeah.) However, things changed over the past few weeks when I felt left out of the community with which I was staying, and I feared for my social life. (Basically, you know something's wrong with you when you don't know the subject matter of a kids' show but your "friends" do. You feel belittled.) Things added up when I became too afraid to watch the episodes (again) and now everyone's talking about spoilers and I'm left out with really nothing left to do. (Wow, I'm using parentheses a lot here.)

While that doesn't necessarily help that case here (since at the time of making this blog I need to watch about 20 thirty-minute-long episodes rather than three fifteen-minute episodes to play catch-up to everyone else), at the very least a lot of people know me on this wiki, and some even missed me. I did not expect that.

"god JE's life and wiki legacy and understanding of where he's coming from looks so simple compared to [the Dylan/Mika scandal] because at least julian espinosa realize is a concrete person with actual feelings and ideas"

- Thebiggesttdifan

"basically JE come back pls"

- 1dra7

Dra missed me most of all, and I really should make up for worrying him. At least I have someone to talk to here. Now I wonder what to talk about...

(Oh! How about something that could relieve me of the stress I've been festering for the past few months?)

So basically, I'm coming back, not for story advice (that may shake me off even more), but for mere company. I'm sorry if anyone is offended by my return, but I need to be sane, and I like community even when it proves me wrong a few times. Now if you'll excuse me...

(endless racks of clothes fly by JER Matrix-style before coming to a stop)

I need to get my Halloween costume ready.

(JER steps through, clothes start to rattle)

By the way, what's the Montenegrin word for "sorry"?

"It's time to follow her tomorrow..." (Talk | Blogs | Contributions) 06:17, September 29, 2015 (UTC)