User blog comment:Goldenshane/Mixed Emotions/@comment-4964443-20111224034742

I've had a... hard year as well. I guess there are a lot of problems. I guess sometimes I don't feel loved as well and I feel my Dad loves my brother more than me. He's a germophobe, no not as crazy as Irene was but really crazy. I'm not and he always tells me stuff that I need to improve on. At school, I'm not popular and honestly I have a few friends that I actually know are my friends. No one asks me to come to there house so I sit at home and go on wiki. It kind of sounds depressing but I'm used to it and here I can finally be myself. A lot of other stuff has happened but I'm happy the year is almost over. There is always hope that next year could be a great year. I do believe in God as well and do believe he has helped with my problems in so many ways. I'm really looking forward to Christmas.