User blog comment:Bocaj910/I'm Back... Maybe... Possibly... A New Beginning!... Maybe... Possibly/@comment-1590625-20110522045133

Hey, Bocaj! It's nice to see you back again, even if it may not last.

Believe me when I say that you and I are very similar (I tend to say this semi-frequently, but I do see myself in you very much), and thus I can relate to many of the things you lament.

For starters: I don't think many of us, if any, would be annoyed with you for your habits of appearing and disappearing; we know you have poor Internet connection, and tend to get distracted by frequent shifts in mood, and thus project ideas. Trust me when I say that at least I do not mind, nor do many others, to my knowledge.

As for your status as a B-list Wikian: I am kind of in the same boat due to my non-writing, but trust me when I say that even B-listers are capable of thriving here, and I truly did enjoy your beginning chapters of Total Drama Lost, though that was the only story of yours I read in "full". Your writing must have been appreciated enough to warrant an early Featured Author win, before the name change, and since then, even Wikians I have considered to be C-list or new generation B-listers have won. You are recognized in your own right.

As for your excess maturity for your age, revel in that. This is the area that I truly see the similarities between us (I, too, was a mature kid for my age, and never really had the carefree naivetie of a little boy (that I remember anyway)), and thus wasn't very popular growing up, but I didn't let it get to me. If you want to delve into deeper fiction, go for it. I went through a bit of an "emo poetry" stage when I was in eighth grade, and wrote some powerful stuff. I encourage you to do the same. It may be cathartic to do so.