User blog:Avery FireFlame/A Serious Apology is in Order

Yep. I'm back. I have finally returned from my 2nd wiki ban. How you all still are willing to talk to me? I'll never know. How I've won FU? I'll also never know.

I'm so sorry.

To show how incredibly sorry I am, I've decided to type up a tribute to every user I've interacted with for the year and almost a half I've been here.

So... let's get to that.

WARNING: THIS IS GOING TO BE EXTREMELY CHEESY BUT IDGAF

"I'm not sure if you'll see this, but I'm typing it anyway."
Jess - Yeah, I'm almost positive you won't be reading this. But if for some reason you are, well, I really miss you. You were so nice and funny and I loved talking to you, even though we didn't talk that much. I hope you return one day!

Avi - We didn't talk much at all until the month we both ran for FU, and let me say, you're an amazing guy. You sound super talented in real life, and really ambitious. It's a shame you had to leave! Best of luck in everything you do!

"We didn't talk too much, but I've grown to respect you."
Jay - I do remember you being in FireVivor, and chatting with you in PM like, everytime you got on chat... Yeah, I probably annoyed you XD. It's funny, because I've held back a lot of nasty comments towards you when I'm angry, none of which are true ''at all. ''You're SO nice and welcoming and you deserve all the love you get! Not only that, but you're an excellent writer.

AJ - ...We... really don't talk. Like, at all. But from what I've seen, you're so nice and it looks like you have a really great story that I need to read!

Rhonda - You came back from the shadows in my darkest hour. I'm pretty sure all you've really seen from me is drama, which is a shame. You don't deserve any of the chaos I may have put you through. You're so nice and funny! As cliche as that sounds, it's true. I'm sure you're a great friend and we should talk more!

Oats/Shawn - Shawn!!!!! It's weird how fast you and I became friends, but I'm glad we did. You're really nice and smart, and I love talking to you. Plus, you like video games, which is just... amazing. I wish we got to talk more...XD

"...You probably hate me right now."
Mika - ...We have some issues that need to be resolved. Mika, I'm terribly sorry for thinking Riley was you. I need to change my view on you, because you're really a nice person. I owe you a huge apology, and I hope you accept it.

Gideon - Um, hi. .-. I don't know how to say this, because I think you have 0 respect for me, which I understand completely. I've... attacked you a lot, Gideon. I really do apologize, and I hope there's no hard feelings.

Toad - Another person I've attacked a lot, but I also consider one of my greatest friends here. Toad, sorry for anything I've said to you. Who can forget the whole "social pyramid" garbage. I know I can't. We have so much in common as far as interests go, and I really hope we can still be friends. I love your stories, too.

"I OWE YOU A HUGE APOLOGY."
Jake - Before you left, I felt like I had been really rude to you. I'm not sure if you'll even see this, but I want to apologize. The subject that made you leave was none of anyone's buisiness. You were really fun most of the time and I hope you come back.

Ben - I feel like you hate me and I don't know why .-. Sorry...

Zanna - Yeah, um... we've had some issues. I can't say I'm ever going to be completely okay with you, but I think an apology is in order. Sorry, Zanna.

JER - If anyone deserves an apology more at this moment, it's you, JE. I think we're in good standing with one another right now, but in the past, I've been really rude to you. Usually our arguements aren't one-sided, but I should apologize just as much as the opposing side. You're so smart, ambitious, and actually really funny sometimes. Don't pay attention to the hate, JE.

Dyna - I don't really think this needs explaining. I hope that you're reading this and just kind of know what I'm referring to. You tend to show great opinions towards my decisions, and despite not looking like it at first glance, I really appreciate your care, Dyna. I don't care if this is a website. You're an amazing friend.

"I'm glad I can call you one of my buddies here :o"
Epic - Hey, Epic! You and I have actually worked on quite a few things here. You have great ideas, and are just a really nice person. I feel like you're never the cause of any drama here, which is something a lot of us can't say about ourselves. The wiki wouldn't be the same without you.

Zackary :3 - My PM buddy :33 You're fun to talk to, and I'm actually shocked at how many interests we share. I hope you don't feel like I'm annoyed by you, because I'm not at all. If anything, I annoy you a lot with my... um... humor? XD If you can call it that... anyway, you're sooo nice, creative, and funny!

Jax - A long time ago, back in Fall 2012, we were tight. Like, we had that terrible collab story, and we talked a lot... Then we started talking again! We share an interest in Glee, which is cool. And you're absolutely hilarious, by the way. Oh, and you're so sex--.

Nate - Yes, Nate. We're friends now <33 Don't you love it? I was a terrible bitch and hated you for so long. You're ridiculously funny, and loud, and crazy, and you love to RP, which is something we share. Go Nate!

WARNING: STUFF'S ABOUT TO GET REAL SAPPY
Webly - So, um, Epic's Big Brother happened, and, um, I think we're still good friends? XD. I love your kindness, and obsession with TV, Webly. You introduced me to Harper's Island, which was AMAZING. Thanks so much, and sorry for any time I've hurt you.

Trey - MY FIRST WIKI FRIEND. No, really, you were the first person I could call a friend here. Ironically, we don't really talk now... Well, we do sometimes. :3 As far as RP's go, you taught me almost everything I know. I'll never forget that. Now, I can beat you everytime >;3

Kevvy - Kevvy, I'm honestly sorry for all the hate you get. I'm definitely no saint, but I can say that I've never really disliked you. I think you're a cool guy, and you like Toon Link, obviously, which is something we share. Just, ya know, keep going. You're awesome.

Space - Honestly, Space.. I feel like I dissapointed you. I think you've actually had to ban me a few times, which is extremely awkward. You're such a nice person, and a great friend. I'm honored to be a person you could reach out to when you first joined. I liked talking to you, and you always listened.

More Great Friends :3
Sunny - We really started growing close when I joined Tengaged. You led me through my first group game, (which I failed at miserably, but still...) I personally love your ability to say things straight and be logical at the same time. You're awesome, Sunny.

Duke - Well, we don't talk much anymore, but I remember when we did. Duke, you're really nice and you definitely get too much hate.

CK - ...Not sure how you think of me right now. I've definitely seen you as condecending in the past, but that was just me being self-concious. CK, let's face it: You're hilarious, and really chill and everything. You've been coming on less lately, which is kind of sad... Chat isn't the same without you, really.

OHF - Not sure if you really like me much anymore, but you were an amazing ally and friend during Epic's Big Brother. You're just a naturally funny person, but super mature and kind at the same time. Everyone sees you as a goofball, but then you whip out a completely different side of you, which basically gives you the whole package lol.

Mana - So... I just finished responding to your PM. Mana, why do you have to be so nice? XD You're one of the most reliable chat mods here, but relaxed and funny at the same time. This wiki would be nothing without you.

SG - SG, I'm glad I ended up getting to meet you. You're so cool and we share quite a few interests. I think I've become one of your less-favorite users, but that's understandable, because I've been an ass.

Nalyd - I honestly never thought I'd ever really become good friends with you. XD I don't know why, but I speculate it was because of your high popularity and all. But no, you're a really nice person, and Survivor: Berkshires made me idolize you even more.

Bruno - BRUNO GAH. I love talking to you! You're HILARIOUS, dude! It was really weird when you banned me, because I felt guilty. What happened happened, and I hope we can still be buddies :3

Jordan/Liam - Yes, I mashed you two together. Not because you both aren't equally important, but because you're both two of the nicest users I've encountered here XD. Jordan, you're so supportive, and Liam, you're really chill and nice. :3

MrE - So, I saved you for last because... well... I'm not really sure what to say? I feel like our relationship has been really weird. At times I feel like you're the only person I can talk to, while other times I feel like I hate you. MrE, you're such an intelligient person, and a mystery to us all. I can trust you with anything, (like my real name), and I hope you don't leave anytime soon.

...and... two more.
Dra - So, um... hey. I hope you don't hate me.

Reddy - REDDY REDDY GOD I'M SO SORRY. Reddy, you ARE the person I can PM about ANYTHING. And I pretty much have. I appreciate your wisdom and relateability SO much. You're a great artist, so funny, and an AMAZING friend. If I offended you at all, (which I think I did), I apologize.

Last Words
In the end, what I'm trying to say is that I'm sorry. I figured I'd be leaving forever, but I just can't. This place means too much to me.