User blog comment:Bocaj910/Just Stopping By Memory Lane to Say Hello.../@comment-1598117-20121121060419/@comment-1621439-20121121153017

Thanks for understanding. I really tried to be close to God, but I simply never felt anything (except for guilt with myself). I realize there are many Christians that have no problem with homosexuality, and many gay Christians as well, but the more I studied religion in general, the less faith I had in any form of a God, whether He be in favor or against homosexuality.