User blog comment:SutaOtononami/I'm Really Sorry Guys/@comment-1874924-20130606143542

Although I'm no psychiatrist, that does sounds a lot like clinical depression, also known as "the common cold of mental illness". All-enveloping apathy is a particularly common symptom, and one I mentioned in my first story. I'm glad to hear that you're apparently feeling (at least somewhat) better.

As for not being on the wiki like you said you would, the key words are "since then". It's not lying if you don't know in advance. And I suspect that you'll find that people care more than you think. We're always bummed when an active non-problem user leaves, but that happens for many reasons, and they either return at some point or they don't. If they do, then we're delighted. If they don't... well, life goes on.