User blog:Tdiandrockmusic2/I haven't been blogging, haven't I?

Okay, this is like my first post in what... two months. I really don't know why I'm typing, so I'm essentially going on somewhat random stuff ............................................................................................................................................................. Okay, that was serious typing fail. Speaking of those, I guess I'm embracing them or something, as they don't seem to embarrass me as much as they used to. Anyways, I'm not quite sure if I want to stay. All I do is come on here too much, trying to find something to read that's good quality. I'm not really quite sure if I've ever contributed much to this wiki, I mean, I've made Violet Hill, but that's really my only masterpiece in your eyes. personally, I am ashamed of it, it seems horrible to me. Nothing seems to be.. special about it. Nothing seems to be unique in my writing, it seems so undescriptive to me, and the same seems to go for my life. I can't find anything interesting about myself, I don't have any attributes that make me stand out. I'm chatty, but then again, so is the majority of the female student body at my school. Everybody says I'm smart, but I don't feel smart, and I know there's plenty of people out ther who are just as smart. I don't have a definite hobby, this might count, but I barely write anymore, as I can't focus on it at all. Basically, I'm just wondering if I'm noteworthy, maybe I;m not, maybe I just can't see it... and who am I kidding, only Sprink'll see it and comment anyway. I might just lay low for a bit, but I really don't know...