User blog:Bocaj910/Sorry It's Come to This, But I'm Just Out of Excuses

Hi everyone. Look, I haven't been active lately, and I'm sure you're aware, maybe. Here are the real reasons: I've grown attached to other things (e.g., reading, writing other things unrelated to TDI, etc), --- and frankly, I think I might have OCD; it's really hard to move on to something else, almost as if I'm procrastinating something I know I'll enjoy, because I'm so invested into what I'm doing at the exact moment, which is also related to why I've been so inactive. --- school, which is really taking a toll on my mood (Not the stress of work, but the kids; I've grown prejudice against their immaturity, and that, along with my colorful vocabulary, and my awkwardness, --- which I speculate to be cause of Aspergers --- and many other things, has made me disliked by many, hated by some, and overall, just ignored), and just overall lack of interest (Not that I don't enjoy reading the wiki's stories and making my own, it just has to do with what I mentioned earlier, about my possible OCD).

That was quite a prolonged sentence, now wasn't it? But it's all true... I'm sorry everyone. I really wish it didn't have to be this way, but I guess I'm quitting... for now. I won't mention but two by name, only because these two were especially helpful in, er... helping me. Everyone else was great, but these two were blessings. If it wasn't for them, I'd be possibly suicidal, rather than just really depressive, self-loathing, bitter, and pessimistic.

Shane and Sprink are incredible people. I very well wish I could be like them, and I strive to be. I relate with these two in many, many ways. God led me to them for a reason, and I'm thankful for these two. Blessed should they be, and many others on this wiki.

I'm going to miss everyone... for now. I'll still come to Chatango every now and then. I promise. Who knows. Maybe I'll come back with a completed masterpiece one day. :)