Life After Lies

Title: Life After Lies

Genre: Romance/Drama

Rating: PG-13 for Adult Situations

Characters/Pairings: Heather/Noah

'''Summary: Heather's path has taken her to a place that she never expected to be. They told her to say goodbye to her old life, and that she did. Of course, complications arise, including one she never saw coming.'''

'''Disclaimer: This fanfic is solely intended for entertainment purposes. The author does not own or is affiliated with Total Drama Island, its characters, or its producers in any way whatsoever.'''

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Chapter One
Life after Lies By FadingSilverStar16 Chapter 1 Closure I got to hear my eulogy today. I still don't know why I didn't shut the stupid TV off. I knew full well that I would rather not have watched those idiots on the screen pretend to mourn me. There was no use lying to myself in an attempt to chase away any regret or remorse I felt for my decision. It was obvious to everyone that I would not be missed. It was sad really. Everything about that funeral was a lie. The bowed heads and solemn faces; the tears; the casket of polished oak and the wax figurine inside. Even the flowers, fresh roses and gorgeous lavenders, were being used to remember someone who had not met their end. A ceremony of lies. Tearing my eyes from the image of my coffin sinking into the earth, I looked down at the piece of paper in my hand. Gently, I took my index finger and traced over the words etched in raised gold print. Heather Martison; December 3, 1992 – March 12, 2009. A copy of my certificate of death. I let out a bitter chuckle. If only they knew that I was not a memory just yet. The video ended with a shot of my small granite tombstone and switched to crackling static. I pressed the 'eject' button. The TV made a series of whirs, and the tape slid out of the VCR compartment. I held it in my hands, debating with myself on whether to keep it or toss it. I was pretty sure I would never watch it again, and it would sit on my small shelf collecting dust forevermore. It was pointless to keep it. Sure, watching it all the way through for the first time was a nice way of saying a permanent farewell to my old life, but now I'd gotten my closure. It was useless now. I looked toward the little trash can in the corner of the room, and confirmed the tape's fate in my mind. I walked to the can, and raised the hand holding the unneeded object. Saying one last goodbye in my head, I let it slip from my fingers. It fell into the plastic bin with a clatter. Good riddance. “You could've just come to the lounge to watch the tape, y'know,” came a familiar voice from behind me. Charlie's voice. Joy. I sighed. “Does it matter?” I answered a little less angrily than I'd hoped, not bothering to turn around. I could hear his footsteps getting louder; when they stopped, I could tell he was right behind me. “Not really,” said Charlie, “but the interrogation room?” “What's it to you?” I snapped, facing him. “I just wanted to watch the thing and get it over with. This place was empty, so I just sat down without having to walk all the way over to the lounge!” Thoroughly annoyed, I glared up at him, and he stared right back down at me. Why, exactly, did he need to be so nosy? For a split second, his sharp blue eyes flickered behind me. Suddenly remembering the copy of my certificate of death behind my back, I crumpled it up and let it fall into the trash can. My co-worker's expression turned into one of disapproval. “Most people I know would keep those. Y'know, for sentimental-” “ Mind your own business! ” I cut him off. Fed up, I pushed past him and walked swiftly from the room to stalk my way down the hall. It took me a few seconds to realize that I was walking in the wrong direction, toward the computer room where I had done my fair share of handling clients and scheduling appointments. No, I wanted the path that would take me back to the crummy apartment that I called home. However, I didn't stop when I realized my mistake. Instead, never ceasing to move, I just spun on my heel and started in the opposite direction. Charlie was leaning against the door frame of the room I had just exited, smirking at me. I let out a huff as I passed him, and that was the last acknowledgment of his presence I intended to give. I could practically feel his smug gaze on my back. “And by the way,” he called after me, “ the boss wants you in his office. I think it was something about a new assignment .” I stopped. Now, there were two sides to this whole situation. One one side, finally. About time I received a real mission, relieving me of my then current position as a nobody who clacked at a keyboard all day. On the other hand, I was really looking forward to that well-deserved lavender foot scrub kit waiting for me at my apartment. How I would miss it so. I sighed. Goodbye, foot scrub. It had been a long time since I'd first walked into that office. A year ago, as I took my first step out of that elevator, I had to do more than I thought to keep my composure. A year later, I wasn't as nervous; but uncertainty still sat heavy in my stomach, creating that sick, hollow feeling that made me want to hunch over and moan. Although I knew in the back of my mind that it wouldn't help, I silently told myself that it was just a first mission and would probably be simple at best. At that thought, a more logical part of my brain scoffed. Seeing as how my karma (which had been biting me in the ass repeatedly since I was 16) apparently still owed me a lot, and the quality of my luck was just poor overall, the chances of things going wrong for me very soon were probably quite high. I just hoped I hadn't jinxed it by thinking that. I took a deep breath as I reached my destination, and pushed to the glass doors. The closed soundlessly behind me, and I found myself standing in front of the secretary's desk. My feet making quiet thumps on the carpet, I approached the small woman sitting there. She gave no recognition of my presence, just sitting there and using her long, French-tipped acrylic nails to type away at the large keyboard. Seeing that she had better things to do than ask me what I was there for, I made a move to speak. However, before I had the chance to successfully translate my thoughts to speech, she took of those ridiculously long nails and pressed a button under a microphone. “Mr. DeMiller, the agent you wanted is here,” she droned, one hand still punching keys at the computer. The woman then took her and off of the button and continued on with her work. “Send'er in,” came the slightly garbled reply. I took the liberty of walking and entering the room without the secretary telling me. We both had business to attend to. Everything was pretty much the same about this place. George DeMiller still sat at the same beautiful polished wood desk. He still sported the same black suit that matched his hair, which now had some barely evident gray follicles. The only thing that was really different was that when he looked up at me, he didn't smile. Of course, that was to be expected. A year ago, I was a guest. Today, I was an employee. “Agent Umbriel,” he said coolly, “welcome.” DeMiller motioned for me to sit in the chair in front of his desk. I obeyed. “Okay, standard protocol,” he started. “You have been selected to receive a potentially dangerous and life-threatening mission. By agreeing to this mission, you confirm that we are not responsible for any injury, fatal or otherwise, that you may receive while on duty. Do you accept?” He look me straight in the eye, searching for any hint of emotion. Managing to keep my face businesslike, I nodded. He gave me a quick nod in reply and leaned back in his chair. “Good. Briefing time,” he said, picking up a small remote from his desk. DeMiller turned around to face the back wall. He hit a button, and half of wall lit up into a giant screen. Okay, so maybe some things had changed. He clicked another button, and the picture and information of a middle aged man appeared. “Johnathan Rhodes; Age 46, CEO of small gaming company, BlueNotes Inc.,” he read. Turning back to me, he folded his hands on the desk. “Fifteen years ago, Rhodes lent a sum of thirty-thousand dollars to a friend named Guy Wilshire.” He pushed another button, and this time only the name and a picture came up on screen. The man in the picture was also middle aged, with tanned skin and brown hair that seemed eerily familiar... “According to Rhodes, Wilshire used the money to invest in another small business that really took off within the next year. Both men prospered, and the debt was forgotten. However, ” he paused, “Rhodes started experiencing some...financial troubles. He asked Wilshire to pay him back the money plus the promised five thousand dollars interest three years ago. Wilshire agreed to pay him back, but in due time as he was also having money problems. A month later, according to the government, he died of pneumonia.” I could see where this was going. “Now, recent discoveries have shown that apparently this is not the case. Rhodes is sure Wilshire is alive, and he's come to us for help bringing his old friend out into the open. If we are successful in helping him get his thirty-five-thousand dollars back, Rhodes will be able to afford to pay us very handsomely. The easiest way to get Guy out of hiding? Using something he loves to lure him out.” A kidnapping mission? “Guy Wilshire has nine children. We've already done the hard part of kidnapping the youngest. It'll be your job to guard the prisoner and carry out anything Rhodes wants done to him.” Ugh. A babysitting mission. “The prisoner is being held in cell A113. This,” he said, sliding me a PDA, “has access to the camera in the cell. You may use it at all times to keep tabs on him. And by the way, if we need to kill him, our specialists will take care of that. Now go down ask him what he knows about the situation. Do not tell him anything until you get his side of the story.” I nodded slowly, clicking on the PDA. The image of the dark cell appeared, with the prisoner strapped to a lone metal chair inside. Upon studying it more, realization hit me, and everything stopped. I knew that face.

Chapter 2
Life After Lies By FadingSilverStar16 Chapter 2 Interaction Seeing as how my karma (which had been biting me in the ass repeatedly since I was 16) apparently still owed me a lot, and the quality of my luck was just poor overall, the chances of things going wrong for me very soon were probably quite high. I just hope I hadn't jinxed it by thinking that. I jinxed it. My life was now, officially, unnecessarily complicated. Why? Because there, on the screen of that PDA, tied to a chair, was Noah. My old life just had to find a way to interfere with my new life, didn't it? Joy. I took the elevator down to floor A1, that nervous feeling in my stomach becoming unbearable. I had to walk through a long hall to cell 13, and was in no hurry. The piercing shrieks and screams of other prisoners being tortured hurt my ears, though. I quickened my pace. As if on queue, right before I reached number thirteen, Charlie stepped out of the cell so suddenly I had to stop at that second to keep from bumping into him. Ugh, I didn't have time for him. Calmly, I walked around my co-worker and into the cell which held my blast from the past. Before the door closed, his rough hand shot out to hold it open. Exasperated, I turned to face him, letting the look I gave him do the talking. After what seemed like an eternity of staring at each other, he wordlessly held up a roll of duct-tape. I took it and nodded without a word. Noah had a sharp tongue and a snotty attitude to match. This would come in handy. The door was sealed, and I was alone with my charge. Before making a move to speak, I studied him for a few seconds. Of course, he was still as thin as a stick, and probably now taller than me. His head bowed, I could see that his hair was a little longer; still in the same style, and his awkward clothes were gone. He wore a green sweater with green army pants. Other than that, he was still the same Noah. His mouth was also duct-taped. No surprise there. I could only imagine the grating Noah-grade insults that he had hurled at Charlie. Show time. “Hello Noah,” I said, but not in a mocking tone; just a simple hello to get things started. He didn't even flinch. I have no idea why I said what I said next. “You know me.” Full stop. What the heck, inner self?! No one on the outside was supposed to know I was alive. If he escaped, God forbid, the world would no doubt know I had faked my death. The only thing about me that was different than when he last saw me was my hair, which I had started keeping short a long time ago. Although risky, I guessed it this was better, looking back on my decision. I knew from the start that he would have remembered me eventually. Doing it this way saved time. I walked toward him. At my approach, he looked up, and immediately his eyes went wide. Slowly, I hooked my finger under the tight silver tape and peeled it off, my eyes boring into his. He just stared. “Say my name,” I ordered quietly. Noah parted his dry, cracked, bleeding lips. “ Heather ...” he breathed, barely audible. I smirked. “Good boy, but why don't we keep my old identity our little secret...” I whispered into his ear. He flinched, my breath hot and uncomfortable on his skin. As I pulled away, the entire situation sank in for him, and his expression melted into one of anger,. “Your family...your friends...you lied to them,” he seethed, his eyes narrowing into slits. I scoffed, turning my head to glare at the wall. “What family? What friends?” I laughed humorlessly, crossing my arms. He laughed right back. “Oh, I forgot about that, didn't I?” he smiled mockingly, eyes still blazing. My silence invited-no, dared him to continue. “I forgot about what a horrible person you've always been. Now that I remember, I wouldn't put it past you to fake your own death so you could join a society of monsters like you! ” I rolled my eyes. “Monsters, Noah? You've hurt my feelings,” I put a hand over my heart and gave him a mock wounded look. I was so tempted to make a comment about how one of his dearest family members and I had that little fake death thing in common, but I stopped myself before I let the truth about his father slip. I had to make sure of what he knew before telling him anything. Looking him in the eye, I could see that he was thrown off by my little outburst. Sigh. It was time for questioning. I gave the roll of tape in my hand a squeeze while feeling around in the pockets of my black pants for things I could use. In my back pocket, my fingers grazed over something sharp, and a sharp pain shot through my thumb. A swiss army knife with the blade sticking out. A very useful Swiss army knife. I smirked at the bookworm, keeping my hand clenched around the handy object. “Do you know where you are?” “My own personal hell. How do I know? You're here.” Ooh, feisty. I countered his scowl with my own emotionless look. “Do you know where you are?” I repeated, doing all I could to keep my cool. My hold on the knife tightened. It looked like I would need it soon. “Answer me!” I snapped. He was silent for a few more seconds. “I don't know,” he said finally. I nodded. Next question. “Do you know why you're here?” “No.”  I nodded once more. Time for the fun part. “Where is your father, Noah?” I questioned. He ripped his gaze away from the wall to look at me, eyebrows furrowing. “What are you getting at?” “Answer the question,” I said impatiently, lowering my voice to what I hoped was a intimidatingly low tone. “I-My father is dead,” he told me, still looking at me strangely. I waggled a finger at him. “Ah, ah, ah! Not exactly. See, your precious daddy and I have something in common. Three guesses what that little something is.” I decided to let him have a moment for it all to click in his brain. When he finally came back in touch with reality again, I was almost taken aback at how disgusted he looked. “My father would never sink to your level, Heather,” he said, voice deadly calm. I shrugged. “Why else would you be here?” I stunned him into silence with that. Noah's head drooped. I looked down at him, arms crossed, keeping my expression stoic. I didn't have right to feel sorry for him, even if I had wanted to. It was the unspoken rule around here: indifference toward other people's problems. It wasn't my place to break that rule, even if I had been acquainted with him before. Unmoved, I continued. “How long has he been gone, Noah?” I specifically avoided using the word 'dead' here. “Three years.” “Around the time he went, was your family experiencing any financial troubles?” I half-expected him to raise his head and question my motives, probably with a snarky comment thrown in, but he just sat there. “No.” No? Now that was interesting. “Oh really, now?” I replied. “ My sources say that your father was having some problems with his dough around the time, which is why he couldn't pay back the thirty-five-thousand-dollars.” Noah's head shot up. Oops. “What thirty-five-thousand dollars?” he asked, bewildered. I sighed, not in the mood to go through that long story. “What thirty-five-thousand dollars?” he repeated, clenching his teeth. “ Tell me! ” “ The thirty-five thousand dollars your dad owes the person who kidnapped you! ” I yelled, and immediately I regretted it. I doubted that my employer and his client wanted him to know this much, and I knew they would not be happy if they found that the prisoner knew more than he really should. Before he could even open his trap, I pulled out the knife and pressed it to his neck. Obviously knowing what was good for him, he kept that big mouth shut. “You don't need to know any more. Just remember, your life is in the hands of our client, not us,” I said, my voice serious and dripping with venom. “Whatever we do to you, it'll be because he tells us to. And the longer your father refuses to come out of hiding, the more torture we'll be ordered to inflict on you. You go free the day daddy repays his debt, and for your sake,” I paused to let out a chuckle, “you'd better hope that day comes soon.” So the little visit concluded, but not without us exchanging parting gifts. Noah spat on my brand new heels, and I duct-taped his mouth shut. After making sure the tape was nice and uncomfortable, I left him alone. All was silent as I stepped out. “Sweet dreams, bookworm.” With that, the door to the cell was closed and bolted shut, and I knew I would not be getting any sleep that night.

Chapter Three
Life after Lies By FadingSilverStar16 Chapter 3 Rancid “ Sweet dreams, bookworm.” With that, the door to the cell was closed and bolted shut, and I knew I would not be getting any sleep that night. I downed another cup of coffee. Hooray for two hours of sleep. Okay, I guess two hours was decent, especially since I'd thought I wouldn't get any rest that night. The events of the previous day were still fresh in my mind. I'd spent the entire night debating with myself over what to do about my current situation, and hadn't come up with a thing Seeing out of the corner of my eye that the sun was just peeking up over the horizon, I glanced at the clock. 7:45 am. I sighed and brushed a stray hair from my face, looking down into my empty mug. One more cup of coffee...just one more... Groaning, I stretched and got up from the table I had sat at all night. After having another mug of Java, I walked to the washroom to take a much needed shower, randomly picking up the PDA on the way. Accessing the camera, I could see that Noah was still where he should have been. All was fine...for now. I usually get to thinking while I'm in the shower. This time was no exception. So Noah didn't know about the so-called “financial troubles” his family must have been going through around his dad's disappearance. I know it is kinda understandable to not tell your children about stuff like that, but I know for a fact that Noah is not stupid. Lazy and a jerk, maybe, but not stupid. Maybe Wilshire had faked dying for a different reason. The head honcho would certainly be interested to hear about this, not to mention our client. The clock sounded the hour- oh crap. I had to be at work in fifteen minutes. Keys...license...ID...PDA... It looked like everything was there. Bullets of sweat forming on my forehead, I dashed down the many flights of stairs to the parking lot and jumped into my car. From there, I sped my way to work, breaking I don't know how many laws in the process. As soon as I arrived, I was called to conference room B224. DeMiller, and to my surprise, Rhodes, were there, along with a few others that I figured where Rhodes' flunkies. After giving me a quick glance, Rhodes turned back to the computer on the table. “Agent Umbriel,” he said, eyes fixated on the laptop screen, “we have tracked down an email address we are pretty sure belongs to my old friend.” He paused, expression suddenly turning to one of annoyance. “However,” he continued, “we were not able to hack into whatever computer he's using to find his location. We'll be working on that. Please lead my employees down to the hostage's cell. They'll take pictures of the Wilshire brat, and you will report to me when finished.” DeMiller looked directly at me and nodded. “Whatever he says.” “Follow me,” I told the lackeys monotonously. They all stood simultaneously, and I noticed an expensive looking camcorder in the hand of the only female. Silently, I led the three of them to cell A113, where it looked like Noah was dozing lightly. I made a move to slap him awake, but the tallest of the group put a hand on my arm, stopping me. I blinked in slight confusion, but it was obvious they knew what they were doing. I backed off. The young brunette woman, stiff as a robot, walked to the prisoner. Gracefully, she bent down to look at him for a moment. Out of nowhere, she raised her right fist. Before I could even process what was going on, she'd unfurled those long, sharp, cat-like claws and struck him across the face. Noah's eyes snapped open, head shooting up. Too shocked to even be angry, he stared at her with wide eyes, disbelieving. The woman stared back, seemingly unaffected by his expression or the drop of blood that trickled down his cheek. Her face showed not the slightest hint of emotion whatsoever. She was a professional. Long hair falling over her shoulders, the henchwoman rose and took a few steps back. Apparently liking the expression on Noah's face, she swiftly took the camera and snapped two pictures. Just as quickly, she returned to where the other two were standing. “We are finished here,” she said in soft, girlish voice. Too stunned to form a coherent response, I simply turned and let them out, making an effort not to look back at the Noah. There was something about that sight that made me queasy. We walked back in silence I stole a glance at them as we entered the room. All three of them walked and moved as if they were one single being. It was kind of unnerving. After returning the camera, I was instructed to sit until further notice. Throughout the entire process of Rhodes uploading the pictures to the computer and sending them, my mind was lost in awe. That had gone amazingly fast. My eyes darted to the female minion. She sat with her hands folded on the table, one of her nails barely stained with blood. What was going on did not seem to move her to perform any sort of action. The other two did the same. After a while, studying them became less interesting and more boring, and I turned my flat gaze to Rhodes. He and my boss were talking quietly while the businessman typed at the keyboard fervently. Although I wasn't in the mood for being nosy, my ears perked when I heard the word 'knife'. “I swear, if this doesn't convince him I'm gonna have her...” the rest was inaudible, and I could only see Rhodes' lips moving. DeMiller said something back, and the conversation went on. After a while, when it looked as if they had reached some sort of agreement, the two shook hands. The head of our little organization of assassins and kidnappers was in the middle of dismissing me when the familiar sound of a new email was heard from the computer. Mildly surprised at how quickly Noah's father had responded, the client opened it, looking as if he expected some sort of immediate surrender. Yeah, right. I couldn't see what was on the screen, but it was pretty obvious that it wasn't good. Rhodes' face almost instantly flushed a violent red, his nails digging into the table. Letting out an angry sigh, he closed his eyes and massaged his temples. “Agent Umbriel,” he dressed me through gritted teeth, “I want a video of you cutting an X into the side of the twerp's face sent to me by tomorrow evening. Are we clear?” I looked to my employer for approval. DeMiller made no objection. “Yes, sir.” Still looking extremely unhappy, my client gave me his camcorder and a designated email. I was then dismissed. Moving as if in a dream, I exited headquarters and drove home, the expression on my face hiding the rancid feeling inside. It was painful and confusing. Why did I feel so bad for the guy? I couldn't really find anything too likable about him, and I should have been the last person on the face of the earth to care. I would be the one carrying out the torture, after all. There was no reasonable explanation for the storm raging in my stomach. Why now? I'd done and received my share of torture when I was a kid, and will forever have scars to prove it. It was nowhere near the level of just outright physical torture, but pain and I were no strangers. So why, again, did I feel like rushing to my apartment and vomiting? Was I really that nervous about this? I nearly choked on some bile that had risen to my throat as I made the sharp turn into my apartment building parking lot. Okay, maybe I was that nervous. And a feeling in the pit of my stomach told me that it would only get worse from here. I hastily parked my car and guzzled down some aspirin, some Tums, and a bottle of water. Then I buried my head in my hands and leaned on the steering wheel, letting the silence and loneliness of darkness consume me. I stayed that way for a very long time.

Chapter 4
Life after Lies By FadingSilverStar16 Chapter 4 Rancid "A feeling in the pit of my stomach told me it would only get worse from here. " I violently jabbed the punching bag once more, my bruised and bleeding knuckles throbbing in protest. Beads of sweat streamed down my face as I unleashed my anger on the thing. My heart slammed into my chest and my mind screamed at me to stop, but I ignored it. Pure adrenaline was the only thing keeping me from passing out. I channeled all of my negative feelings into the workout dummy, and soon it seemed as if it was the manifestation of everything that went wrong in my life. I wanted it to hurt, too. The inanimate object took my blows silently, my fists leaving nothing but dull gray scratches on the tough blue fabric. After a time, my body couldn't take it anymore, and I felt ready to give up at this useless violence. I paused, my chest heaving, to look at the bag one more time before quitting. It swung on the hook bolted to the small hinge I'd placed in my living room, taunting me. It knew it would never feel my pain. With one last burst of energy, I swung, missed, and collapsed. As I faded into the dark, I could've sworn the squeaks of the swinging hook almost sounded like laughter. I should not have felt this way. I'd known this day would come. From the first moment, I'd known. And yet, just looking at the common household utensil in my hand made my insides churn. It was a simple kitchen knife, sharp and deadly. The artificial light of my small washroom glinted off of its perfect steel blade, one that would soon be tainted with blood. Sick. Sighing, I set it down on the sink before me and looked at my reflection in the mirror. My hair, disheveled and tangled, fell over my face, partially covering my eyes. There was a dried blood stain reaching from my busted lip to my chin. An ugly bruise had formed right by my eye from when I had fallen. The only parts of my face that heavy makeup wouldn't cover were my gray, lifeless eyes. In short, I looked (and felt) like crap. It didn't seem like there was any humanity left in me. But their was. How did I know? The sick feeling that rose to my throat whenever I thought about cutting up and innocent person's face. Something in the back of my mind told me that if I didn't exercise some sort of leniency with him, it would eat away at my conscience for the rest of my days. There was no shooing the guilt away this time. I had to do something. My thoughts turned to the camera sitting on my nightstand. I had to capture the act on video. I couldn't get past that, but I didn't care. I would find another way to let him know of my decision. My mind was set. Screw indifference toward all. I walked down the dungeon hall, ignoring the shouts of "Let me out!" and "I haven't done anything wrong!" coming from all directions. Upon reaching the tiny cell, I stood in front of the metal door, camera in one hand, knife in the other. There was no turning back now. I went in. Now, knowing Noah, I should have thought twice about freeing him from the tape wrapped around his mouth. For some reason, though, I undid the gag without thinking before I could even told him what was going on. Staying quiet, he raised an eyebrow at me expectantly. I bit my lip and took a deep breath. "I've decided to be civil with you, Noah," I started, looking directly at him. "I only ask your cooperation. Give me that, and I'll make sure we'll both...well, you'll go through this with as little pain as possible. Got it?" No words leaving his mouth, he just sat there, eyes fixed on me, head tilted slightly to the left. His expression was a mixture of confusion and disbelief. The air grew dense with silence. Once he seemed to firm a suitable Noah-like response, the prisoner's eyes narrowed in distrust. "First of all, you look terrible." I rolled my eyes and crossed my arms. Typical. "Secondly, why should I trust you, of all people? You don't exactly have a reputation for kindness and honesty, you know." I pursed my lips, the floor suddenly becoming very interesting. "Good question, and to tell you the truth, I don't really have and answer to that. But ," I raised my head and walked to him, "if you don't trust me, you'll go through a lot more than necessary. If I were you, I would try and take the bare minimum." We glared at each other, faces just millimeters away from touching. "Explain," he demanded. "Gladly." Remembering the weapon, I held up the knife. "We've found a way to contact your father," I said, giving him a serious look. "I don't know exactly what was said, but it's pretty obvious that having you here isn't enough to convince him." His eyes widened to their full capacity, and I nodded slowly, spinning the razor-edged blade through my fingers. "So, you mean-" "Yes," I cut him off, trying my hardest to keep an even tone, "I've been ordered to take a video of myself cutting up your face." Feeling slightly nauseous again, I turned away before he could form a reaction, closing my eyes in disgust. "I can only imagine what they'll do to you if you try going through this with a straight face. They really want you to feel it..." I murmured. "I'm offering you an easier way. Are you in?" For a few seconds, he looked strangely at me, searching my face for insincerity. "You're helping me," he finally stated, regarding me incredulously. " Why? " I exhaled, standing and turning my back to him. I let the arm holding the knife fall limply to my side. "Because I have enough weighing down on my back. Turning a blind eye to your suffering would just be adding another demon to follow me to the grave," I admitted, and although my eyes weren't on Noah, I could tell he remained unimpressed. "I don't get you," was his reply. I chuckled, shaking my head. "No one does, not even I do. The funny thing about it is that this will probably end up costing me my life, not yours. That's okay though..." I sighed, taking a pause, "...I'm already dead to the rest of the world anyway." I faced him again. "So, are you in?" There was quiet for a few more ticks of the clock. "Yeah." Smart boy. I knelt down to his level, flipping open the camera. He eyed the knife warily. "Let's get this over with," I sighed again, wiping the knife off with my shirt. "Now, when I start, you have to scream, and you have to scream loudly . If you don't show your pain, they'll make me hurt you until you do. Brace yourself." He nodded and shut his eyes tightly as I positioned the knife. "Take a deep breath," I whispered, and so started the torture. I tried to make the cuts as smooth as possible, but I also had to do it slowly as my hands would not stop trembling. I made the first incision, drops of blood running down my wrist. After a very convincing scream, Noah's face went pale and his eyes glazed over as if he was already dead, breathing labored and shallow. His skin, like mine, shone with sweat, big drops of it rolling down his face and mingling with the blood on his cheek. The second slash was made, and I'd successfully completed my transition from an empty soul into a monster. Thus concluded the torture. "It's over," I said, more to myself than to Noah. I shut off the camera, let the bloodied knife clatter to the metal floor, and leaned back to see exactly what I had done. At least the X was clean and not as jagged as it could have been, but that didn't stop my heart from wrenching painfully. My entire world spun, and I clutched my breast, trying to get myself back under control. Reining myself in, I patted the only perfect cheek he had left. "Noah, breathe ," I told him, moving my hand away from his face and placing it firmly on his shoulder. He gave me no response at first, but started to breathe normally after a moment. Once he was taking in air regularly again, I gave his shoulder a squeeze, letting him know that all reality was still intact, and then I stood to leave. "I'll see about getting you something to eat," I murmured as I walked out, but that never happened. Instead, I went to the washroom, entered a stall, took one look at my blood stained hand, swallowed the burning tears that threatened to fall, and spilled the contents of my stomach into the toilet. I'd told him it was over. I'd lied. It wouldn't be over for a long, long time.

Chapter Five
Life after Lies By Fadingsilverstar16 Chapter 5 Change "I'll see about getting you something to eat," I murmured as I walked out, but that never happened. Instead, I went to the washroom, entered a stall, took one look at my blood stained hand, swallowed the burning tears that threatened to fall, and spilled the contents of my stomach into the toilet. I'd told him it was over. I'd lied. It wouldn't be over for a long, long time. When I exited my apartment building the next day, I was greeted by a sky covered in a blanked of gloomy gray clouds. Lightning like gnarled claws snaking through them at random intervals, the great beings showered the earth with cold, saltless tears. I pulled my hand out of my leather coat pocket and stuck it out in the rain. That morning I'd scrubbed it hard to get rid of Noah's dried blood, leaving the skin red and tender. The clear droplets soothed the pain somewhat. Some streamed down my palm and onto my wrist, creating tiny dark spots on the sleeve of the sweater under my coat. Some slipped through my fingers and fell towards the wet cement to join the millions of others identical to them that had formed into one large puddle on the ground. I let a small smile play on my lips as I watched nature at its finest. There had been a lot of changes in my life lately, and this one, by far, was the most welcome. My watch beeped the hour, reminding me of my duties at work and that the freedom of watching the beauty around me was not mine to indulge in. I let out a sigh and stuck my hand back into my pocket and continued to walk to my car. No peace for the wicked, I suppose. "What is so special about the Wilshire kid?" asked Charlie incredulously as he sat as his desk in the main hall, staring at the small, delicate slip of paper I held in front of him. "Why does he need to be moved?" "You act like I'm trying to get him a luxury suite, Charlie," I replied, rolling my eyes. "I just want something with a cot and a shower. My client wants him to be somewhat healthy when I torture him." That was probably a lie. It might have not been a lie, but as far as I was concerned at the time, it was. Rhodes hadn't really specified whether to give Noah basic necessities or to let him rot, but I would figure out a lie to cover that up later. Eyebrows furrowed in suspicion, Charlie studied my face for a second. I looked back at him coolly. After a moment, he sighed and felt around in drawers of his desk for a pen. "You owe me one, Heather. Room C778," he said, snatching the paper and signing it. I smirked as he handed it back. "I sure do." "Y'know, you look awfully familiar," commented the Panda Express worker as she prepared my order a little later. "Like I've seen you on TV or something." I let the corner of my lip turn upward slightly as I pulled out a few bills to pay her. "Yeah, I get that a lot," I replied. The women smiled as she handed me my bag. "Have a nice day!" she said brightly. "You too," I mumbled. During my time stuck in a huge mess of a traffic jam on the freeway, my PDA let out a loud, ear piercing shriek. I groaned, and fished around in my purse to grab the annoying thing. It was a new message. Very good, Agent Umbriel, but it's not enough. I want a video of you rubbing salt into it sent to me by morning. -J.R. My stomach dropping into my feet once more, I sent a reply that once again confirmed my identity as a soulless harpy. Yes, sir. It could've been worse. It could've been a lot worse. Okay, so I really didn't know how, exactly, it could have been worse. I was just thinking that to make the hideous feeling in my stomach go away as a looked at the two containers in my hands. One would bring pain, the other would bring horrible pain. "As little pain as possible," I said to myself. The terrible stomachache only intensified as I chose the little white container in my left hand and ripped the label off of it. No one would see the difference. I turned my gaze back to the set of keys that would free Noah from his bonds sitting on my kitchen counter, idly wondering what they would do to me if I was discovered. Instant death, probably. I mentally scoffed. I'd already taught myself not to be afraid of the eternal sleep. Hopefully, they would just stand me up against the nearest wall and shoot me in the head. Quick and painless. I would only have enough time to think one last thought before it all came crashing down. Not the most ideal way to die, but at least I had some confidence that they would try to be humane with me. But there was a problem. Noah would die too. I'd promised I would be civil with him. I couldn't just stand back and let him be killed along with me. He would pay for my mistakes, and it would be all my fault. I shook my head, swallowed the lump in my throat, and banished those thoughts from my head. Let's get this over with. "That wasn't salt," Noah realized later, when I'd already smeared that gritty substance into his cheek, the tiny, pure white crystals dyed red with blood. I didn't reply, too preoccupied with unlocking the cuffs keeping his arms from moving. When his arms were free, he brought up a hand to touch the ugly wound, not bothering to acknowledge his raw, bleeding wrists. "It's sugar, " he breathed, wincing as the skin of his fingers made slight contact with it. "Yeah," I murmured, busying my self with undoing the chains on his feet. At least I would get some sleep that night.

Chapter 6
Life after Lies By FadingSilverStar16 Chapter 6 Mother  "Y'know, you look awfully familiar," commented the Panda Express worker as she prepared my order a little later. "Like I've seen you on TV or something." I let the corner of my lip turn upward slightly as I pulled out a few bills to pay her. "Yeah, I get that a lot." I would never forget the events of the next day for the rest of my life. My breakfast had been sacrificed to Noah that morning, leaving my stomach painfully empty. It wasn't too unbearable, and he needed it more than I did, anyway. So I wandered the streets of downtown for a while, hunting for a decent coffee joint where I could load myself up with caffeine. Rain still beat down upon the ever-busy city, and all seemed cloaked in a dull gray haze. It was hard to focus on the weather, though. Traffic was a mess, and I was kind of glad I'd decided to brave the rain and walk around that day. Sirens and car horns blared obnoxiously, and my eardrums throbbed in pain. Did these people know anything about patience? Fed up, I ducked into the nearest place with a sign saying "Cafe" that I could find, and the first thing I did after entering was sigh in relief. The racket wasn't completely gone, but at least I was now able to tune it out. Finally able to think straight again, I took in my surroundings and noted that this was the most interesting coffee shack I'd seen in a while. It actually looked more like an abandoned Old West saloon than a coffee shop. A single wooden chandelier hung above, illuminating the store with what looked like real candles. A few tables and chairs, also made of wood, were scattered around the room, and aside from a woman sitting to the far left and the one employee pretending to busy herself with something, the place was completely empty. It was no Starbucks, but it would have to do. Anything to be away from the noise. The warm, burnt smell that inhabited all cafes grew stronger as I approached the counter. If the cashier heard my slightly squeaky footsteps, she certainly didn't show it. I cleared my throat after a moment or two, and the woman tore her gaze away from her magazine to smile a bland smile at me. "Welcome. How may I help you?" she said, not doing a very good job of hiding her disinterest. I didn't bother to smile back. 'A large Columbia. Black, please." The worker nodded as I paid her, and proceeded with preparing my order. "Have a nice day," she said with a little more effort a few minutes later, handing me my drink.  "Thanks," I replied.  Curious about tasting something new, I walked a few paces toward the condiments stand and cautiously popped off the top of the cup. Upon taking a first sip, I actually raised me eyebrows. Impressive. It needed a little creamer and sugar, though, so I continued my way to the little black table where I could find them.  As I emptied a pack of sugar into my treat, I noticed that the woman who had been sitting earlier was now next to me, adding some chocolate powder to her beverage. Black hair on the verge of gray hung just below her shoulders, and long, slender fingers stirred her coffee oh-so-daintily.  She looked familiar, to say the least, but those characteristics didn't alarm me much at first. There were lots of women with shoulder length black hair, slender hands, Shay Chardonnay Red Lipstick Version Two, Limited Edition Candice Umbridge Designer Heels, Lovely Laces satin gloves. Surely, no respectable woman in her early fifties would be caught dead without those. I didn't know this lady, and she didn't know me- Oh my God. It took all of my self control to keep from pouring my coffee down my shirt to make sure I wasn't crazy. There, on the fourth finger of her right hand, was a ridiculously large, emerald studded, custom made, Premium Alice Melange diamond wedding ring. I was standing next to my mother. First Noah, now this ? Thoroughly shocked, I quickly bowed my head, letting my short hair fall over my eyes. She was the last person I would let know that I was still alive. If she found me out, it was all over, and what mother wouldn't recognize her own daughter? My eyes darted up to look outside of the clear glass entrance doors of the shop. There was still a massive pileup of cars and rain still poured down, but all that now seemed like minor inconveniences that I could easily deal with compared to this. I had to get out of here. "Um, Miss?" Crap. I sucked in a breath and plastered on polite smile, looking in her direction. The expression on my mother's face was peculiar. She looked...concerned? "Doesn't that hurt?" She gestured to my right hand, which was holding my drink at a slight angle. The scalding liquid ran down my hand and wrist, turning the skin bright red. The burning sensation that I hadn't even paid attention to before sent horrid chills down my spine. "Agh! Dammit! " I cursed, setting the cup down and shaking the hot substance off of my hand. It began to cool after an instant, leaving an uncomfortable, throbbing pain in its wake. Hissing, I grabbed a nearby napkin and began to wipe my hand off at an agonizingly slow pace, glancing up at her every few seconds and hoping she would just loose interest and go away. She stood there, eyes fixed on me in an intense and slightly disbelieving stare, and I prayed for a way out. She parted her lips, getting ready to speak. My heart skipped a beat. "You look-" the loud buzzing of my PDA silenced her, and I whipped it out, thankful for the welcome distraction. It was Rhodes. They needed me down at headquarters. I was out of the door before Mom could say another word. Rain still came down hard and the sound of car horns still rang in my ears as loudly as before, but all I could focus on was the torrent of emotions swirling around in my chest. Had that just really happened, or had my mind conjured up some sick, surreal fantasy to drag me into the depths of insanity? Suddenly, my right hand stung sharply. Yeah, I wasn't dreaming. I reached my car in about five minutes. With a twist of the keys and the rumble of the engine, I was speeding down the street. That image of my Mom staring at me would forever be engraved into my brain, but I was at least able to push it away for now. Plus, I had more important things to worry about. Just like the other day, Rhodes and his henchmen were waiting for me in conference room B224, along with DeMiller. My footfalls making light thuds on the carpet, I took a seat without saying a word. Rhodes didn't greet me this time. After a few more seconds of staring at his computer screen, the man cleared his throat, eyebrows furrowed. "I got a message from him the other day..." he stated. "He wants to have a video session. I quirked an eyebrow slightly.  "It sounds like he may want to negotiate," said DeMiller with a slight shrug. "Maybe the whole 'salt in the wound' thing was enough." My stomach dropped upon hearing the word "salt".  The glow of the computer screen shining on his face, Rhodes rolled his eyes.  "I highly doubt that. Now, Guy told me that he would initiate contact at 3 'o clock sharp. I have 2:59, so it looks like all we have to do is-" A loud chirp sounded from his laptop, interrupting him. Before making a move to accept the invitation, the client looked at my boss expectantly. "Did you set up the wall connection?" Smirking in reply, the other man snapped his fingers, making the entire back wall light up into a screen, showing exactly what was on the laptop at the time. Smirking back, Rhodes let his finger press the "enter" key, and the video conference commenced.  The window showed nothing but static and only white noise echoed through the room at first, but it eventually cleared up to show the man in debt. He was tanned-skinned, brown-haired, and middle-aged, wearing a cheap-looking suit and sitting in a leather armchair. The wall behind him was made of dull concrete, and it didn't look like wherever he was living was very glamorous, but Wilshire still leaned back in the chair as if he hadn't a care in the world. Rhodes narrowed his eyes. "Come to your senses, old friend?" he said slowly and rather cautiously. The man on the screen put on an all-too-familiar smile and leaned back further in his seat. "Why yes, but in a slightly different sens than you may thing. It's amazing how doctored videos can come out to look so real these days, hmm?" The smile became even bigger as Rhodes sneered in annoyance. "Oh yeah?" he countered. "Keep telling yourself that. You'll need that false sense of security when we send you that video of your youngest son's mangled body being dumped in the middle of the Pacific." My eyes widened. Would he really do that? "Have you seen the news, John?" answered Wilshire, face suddenly turning serious. "You won't be able to get past the border into the U.S. Believe me, the media can't get enough of this story. It's only a matter of time before the catch you." Surprisingly, the client actually smirked when he heard this. Chuckling, he sat up and folded his hands on the table. "I'm hurt, Guy. I really am. You underestimate me and yet you overestimate the power of the legal system. I'll tell you a fact, Guy: there is such thing as getting away with murder. All it takes is time, patience, strict attention to detail, and money . Either you fork over the cash, or I'll-" "You'll what? Kill him? You don't have the nerve, old buddy. All you know how to do is make empty threats and play around with Sony Vegas. How do I even know that's Noah?" "Oh, don't worry," Rhodes said. "With the right amount in your bank account, you can have access to anything from government to medical records. For his sake, you'd better believe that's Noah." "The cops will-" " The only thing a cop can do is direct you to the nearest Krispy Kreme Donuts! " the patron spat, slamming his fist down on the table. "And know this," piped up DeMiller, who'd been silent all this time, "we have the brainpower to think up some very... creative things to do with your boy." Wilshire let that smile cross his face again. "You've got to be kidding me. This is all one big, fat bluff, at least when it comes to taking his life. I know you, John. You were always a spineless coward, unwilling to actually make the big decisions-" "You think so!? Come back the day after tomorrow and I will show you how much of a coward I am! Same time!" With that, he slammed the computer screen shut. A few seconds of heavy breathing later, Rhodes faced me, and I straitened. "Agent Umbriel," he addressed me through gritted teeth, "I will not be requiring your services for the next couple of days. Dismissed." I left work with a stoic look on my face and a sickly feeling in my stomach that not even one hundred pills could soothe. I could just imagine what was in store for Noah. My mind plagued me with visions of torture and blood and pain, and my own words repeated themselves in my head countless times. " As little pain as possible..." There was a side of me that wanted to help him. I knew it existed. I didn't know why it did, but it existed, and it was driving me to actually consider risking my life to save him. I couldn't interfere too much this time, but pain was coming... ...and there was only one thing I could do.

Chapter Seven
Disclaimer: I don't own Heather, Noah, TDI, or TDA. "You've got to be kidding me. This is all one big, fat bluff, at least when it comes to taking his life. I know you, John. You were always a spineless coward, unwilling to actually make the big decisions—" "  "You think so!? Come back the day after tomorrow and I will show  you how much of a coward I am! Same time!" With that, he slammed the computer screen shut. Life After Lies By Fadingsilverstar16 Chapter 7 Conversation  I would warn him. I would tell him everything I knew about this situation. It wouldn't save him from any physical abuse, but it would at least shine a little light on exactly what was going on.  It wasn't much, but it would have to do.  Setting him free and taking the heat for it later did cross my mind at one point or another during my walk to his cell (which seemed to last forever), but I quickly dismissed it as way too risky. Security was tight, and I was kind of surprised they hadn't caught me yet. My little good deeds had been kind of subtle, though, but I was sure all that subtlety would have to end very soon.  Before the most down to earth part of my brain could tell me that I really wasn't supposed to be there, I pushed open the door and stepped in. Noah didn't make the slightest movement, just laying on the plain white cot while staring at the ceiling, arms folded behind his head. "Come to slice up my face again?" was his greeting, making me glare in response. As if I wasn't already risking my butt for him. "No, and you could sound a little more grateful than that. It would've been a lot easier for me if I had just let you rot in your old cell," I countered, hoping the irritation in my voice was evident enough for him. Not answering, Noah turned his head, locking eyes with me. The naked light bulb that hung above us didn't provide much light, but the X that marred his cheek seemed to stand out more than ever. It looked like he hadn't really done a good job of cleaning it in the shower, and suddenly guilt pressed itself down upon my chest at the sight of it. I looked down at the floor. "Then why are you here?" he said. "I thought that you would like to know a little more about why you're here." I raised my head to see his response. He seemed to be thinking, deciding whether or not to trust me. "Okay," he replied slowly, sitting up and letting his feet dangle over the side of the cot, "where am I?" "Underneath Vancouver," I told him. He blinked. "I mean, explain to me this organization thing." For a solitary moment in time, I hesitated. If they found out that I had told him this, both of us were literally dead. I let out a breath of air through my nose. Here goes nothing. "Twenty years ago, there was only one thing that mattered to my boss, George DeMiller: avenging the death of his only son, James, who was murdered by a man named Ashton Blackskull. Blackskull had gone insane over the fact that his childhood sweetheart, Denise, had chosen DeMiller over him, and considered their child an abomination. Denise died not long after the killing, supposedly from a broken heart, and DeMiller became obsessed with spilling the blood of the culprit. There was only one thing he was missing: money." I paused for a second. The look on Noah's face told me that he knew where this was going. "DeMiller wanted to make this the perfect crime, so he became a hitman and started saving up that way. He was...skilled at the trade, when the hour of revenge came, he was more than prepared. No evidence, no leads, no body, no blood, nothing . The case was declared cold and forgotten about a long time ago. "After the assassination, word got around and the request came flooding in. By that time, my boss was rich, and started recruiting friends to help him in return for money. One thing led to another, and eventually the team of killers split up to expand their efforts. They spread out all over the world, setting up bases and hiring people, and DeMiller stayed here set up main headquarters. Crime is a big business, you know, and soon we were doing everything from kidnapping to torturing. I've even been told that we used to do rescue missions back in the day, but all people care about is revenge and killing right now. At least..." I looked him straight in the eyes, "that's what I've heard." Noah met my gaze unflinchingly.  "So what's in it for you?" he asked, voice laced with thinly-veiled suspicion. "Why would you agree to join something like this? My mouth went dry. That was a question I'd never been asked before. I looked away from him, crossing my arms. "Money," I lied, ignoring the bitter taste that seemed to immediately assault my mouth, "power, fear—" I halted, stopping the action of my hand shooting up to cover my mouth before it happened. Grimacing, I mentally kicked myself for letting that last word slip. Silence. I refused to allow myself to see his expression, hoping he hadn't heard the word— " Fear? " he said incredulously. "Why fear?" After throwing around a few curses in my head, I sighed in defeat. "When I got their call two years ago, they knew everything about me..." I admitted, "...my full name, my address, my birthday, even my blood type. I asked them what the hell they were doing with my information, and the just told me that they'd been watching me from the day I was born." "How could they do that?" he said, disbelieving. "The government—" "Trust me," I cut him off, "the government knows. Actually, you'd be surprised at how many favors they owe us. There have been countless times that they've come to us, asking to find out military secrets or discover dead bodies of important people and then let the police take all the glory. And not just our government either. Anyway, I don't know...I just grew scared. These people don't play, you know. Believe it or not, I started to get the feeling that they would come after both me and my family if I refused." I shut my eyes as an involuntary shudder snaked its way up my spine. A few moments of silence passes, and I composed myself, still not looking back at Noah. "The point is that I took the offer," I stated. I half-expected him to come back at me with a comment like, "And money had absolutely nothing to do with it, right?",but he remained quiet. I bit the inside of my lip. "So what about you? Don't you wanna know why you're here?" I said, looking up. He glanced to the side in what looked like slight hesitation. When he seemed sure of himself, he looked back at me. "Go," was all he said. "Fifteen years ago, Johnathan Rhodes lent thirty-thousand dollars to your dad, Noah. You dad 'died' not long after the request came that he pay up, plus five thousand dollars interest. Rhodes wants it back, and if he doesn't get it back, you die." Something inside of me wrenched painfully as those words formed on my lips. I took a deep breath and licked my dry lips, trying to banish the feeling. Upon hearing that, he lowered his head slightly, letting a grim look that mirrored mine cross his face. "Is he here?" "Your father? No. We don't know where he is, but we did hold a video session with him yesterday," I replied. The grave expression on his face never faltered. "Do you think he'll really kill me?" was his next question. "I don't know," I said honestly, shaking my head. "I, for one, don't think he actually has the guts. He'll probably keep on torturing you though. Like tomorrow." He stared darkly at me. "What happens tomorrow?" I shrugged. "I have no idea. Your dad was really difficult yesterday. He refused to believe that all of the pictures and videos we've sent him are real. He just kept calling Rhodes a coward..." my voice trailed off at the last second as I caught Noah's eyebrows knitting together in confusion. "Why would he recognize me?" he murmured, almost as if he were talking to himself. I sighed, walking over to lean against the door of the cell. "Beats me," I said, "but that's not the point. Rhodes said that he would show your father how 'cowardly' he is tomorrow with another video session. I've been ordered out of the building for the next day, but I'll be back." He had nothing to say in reply, and that horrible feeling was gurgling up to my throat again. I made a move to open the door, letting myself out quietly. "Heather?" I stopped, holding the door open and deliberately not making eye contact. "Yeah?" I replied softly. "Thanks." I swallowed hard, trying to keep my composure. "Your welcome. Noah?" "Hmm?" Hopefully, he didn't hear the crack in my voice. "Don't forget to breathe." I heard him give a bitter chuckle. "I won't." I let the door click shut.

Chapter 8
Disclaimer: I don't own Heather, Noah, TDI, or TDA. Teletoon owns them all. This fanfic is solely for entertainment purposes. This authoress is not affiliated with Teletoon, CN, or the creators of the Total Drama Series in any way. Life After Lies By Fadingsilverstar16 Chapter 8 Broken " Heather?" I stopped, holding the door open and deliberately not making eye contact. "; Yeah?" I replied softly. " Thanks." I swallowed hard, trying to keep my composure. " Your welcome. Noah?" " Hmm?" Hopefully, he didn't hear the crack in my voice. " Don't forget to breathe." I heard him give a bitter chuckle. " I won't.” I let the door click shut.      Uncertainty clouded my head as I stepped into my car the next night. I really wasn't supposed to be doing this, and I didn't even want to think about what would happen to me if I was caught.  Inhaling deeply, I turned the key I had placed in the ignition, bringing the vehicle's engine to life. Letting out the breath, I eased my foot down on the gas pedal and was off. The sun had set long ago, leaving night to shroud all in darkness. The freeway was nearly empty, which was a welcome change from the usual bustling traffic and it was no longer raining, but I had more important things to think about. Namely, how I was about to risk it all for Noah... again.  But hey, what's life without a little danger?  I glanced at the large black purse beside me. I was no medical expert, but it looked like there was enough to keep his situation from growing worse. I doubted that what I was about to do would do more harm than good. It didn't take long to reach my destination. Collecting my thoughts and grabbing the bag from the passenger's seat, I exited the car. Before me was a bank, nothing suspicious or weird about it. Or so I thought at one point or another. Biting the inside of my cheek, I walked as casually as possible towards the building. Out of the corner of my eye, I noticed a lone security guard making his nightly rounds. He pretended not to notice me as I entered with the key I had just pulled out. I didn't need the light to find my way around that place anymore, so everything being covers in inky blackness didn't bother me. I made my way towards the glass door that led to the safe deposit vault, which was firmly sealed against intruders. My key got me through that door and the vault entrance just as easily as it had let me into the bank. There were rows and rows of metal boxes, each one holding someone's precious possessions. I quickly dropped the key back into my pocket and pulled out a card. There was nothing special about the thing, really. It was just some black plastic, nothing on it but my picture and a skull and crossbones. The simple item wouldn't attract the attention of a regular person... ...unless they knew exactly what it was for. At the end of the hallway, there was a box not much bigger than my hand. On it, a tiny sticker was posted; "PS" was written in black ink on its surface. Slowly, I slid the card into the space between the box and the one below it. There came a few clicks and whirs from the machine inside, a soft “beep” and the entire wall of boxes backed up and slid away to reveal the elevator which would take me down to headquarters. I gripped the bag tightly, a thin coat of sweat forming on my entire body as I entered the elevator. Pressing the button that read "C7", I wiped my forehead in frustration with the back of my hand. This was no time to get nervous, although the agonizingly slow journey down didn't help matters much. Finally, there was a chime and I was out of that door in no time at all. Once I reached the cell, I paused. Deep breath. Licking my lips, I pulled out the tiny silver key that would let me in. Unlocking and opening the door, I closed my eyes, as if waiting for the snide remark that Noah would undoubtedly greet me with. I heard the door close behind me, grimacing as I recognized the foul stench of blood that wafted through the room. Silence. The sound of my pounding heart raged in my ears as I opened my eyes. " Oh my God." In a state of mild shock, I let both the bag and the little key slide from my hands and fall to the floor simultaneously. The sight of him being tied to a chair was all too familiar, but this time it was accompanies by numerous cuts and bruises that showed through his tattered garments. Something in my chest burned wretchedly as I walked closer, bending down to his level. At least was breathing, thank God, but his head was bowed in unconsciousness. Frowning, I stood and looked behind him, feeling nauseous as I saw how they had tied him up. The yellow, hardware store brand ropes were cutting into his flesh and blocking off the circulation to his hands, turning them purple. Blood from the injury had dripped down and pooled on the metal floor. Swallowing, I stuck my hand into my coat pocket and brought out my Swiss-army knife, using it to slice away the impossible knots that bound Noah's hands together. Arms freed, he slumped over unceremoniously, nearly falling. Slowly, I walked back around to face him, putting both hands on his shoulders and grunting as I lifted his upper body to lean against the back of the chair. Unsure of what to do, I gave him a cautious shake. "Noah?" I murmured, my voice cracking unintentionally. Getting a little closer to him, I searched his face for anything—any hint of movement, any sign that he had heard me— anything that would tell me he was alright. Nothing. Pursing my lips, I looked down tentatively before clearing my throat and reaching up to pat his cheek. "Noah, wake up!" I said a little more forcefully, shaking him again and breathing a small sigh of relief (which he hopefully didn't hear) when I got a groan in reply. After a couple of seconds, he let out another groan and sluggishly opened his eyes. "What the hell are you doing here? You're in for it if you get caught," he said weakly, wincing as he tried to sit up. Actually letting a smirk form on my lips at that remark, I gently pushed him back down against the chair. "Glad to see you still have some snark left in you. I was beginning to worry," I teased before giving him a serious look. "But shouldn't you be more concerned about your own safety rather than mine?" Now it was his turn to smirk. "Heh, I'm not that easily broken." "I wouldn't expect anything less." All was noiseless as I helped him stand, pressing my hand against his back and blinking in confusion when he seemed to cringe at my touch. After aiding him to sit on the cot, I pulled my right hand away to find it stained with blood. Startled, I looked at him before looking back at my red coated fingers. At that moment, it all clicked in my brain. "They beat you," I whispered. Noah turned his gaze away, expression darkening. Disgusted at how cruel these people had been, I balled my hand into a fist before turning to pick up the bag and key, both laying forgotten at the door. I stuffed the unneeded key back into my pocket, scanning the contents of the black purse. Spotting what I needed almost immediately, I reached inside and pulled out a simple white cloth. I could nearly feel Noah's stare fixed upon my back as I ventured to wet the piece of fabric in the sink of the tiny bathroom. When the towel was thoroughly soaked, I returned to his side, pulling up and sitting down in the chair I'd just freed him from. The prisoner's eyes followed my every move, as if trying to figure out my true motivations and see what was really going on inside my head. He made no protest as I calmly took his left hand in my own and began to wipe away the blood with the cloth. "That emotionless girl did this, didn't she?" I said asked after a while as I bandaged up his wrists. Noah's eyebrows lowered. "There were four. Her and three men," he replied, still not making eye contact. I nodded, swallowing the lump in my throat as I finished wrapping the gauze. Once that was out of the way, I reached into the bag again, this time pulling out a bottle of rubbing alcohol. "Turn your head," I told him as I poured some of the clear fluid, onto the cloth. Noah did so, giving me a good view of the X and the blood that had dried and caked up around it. 'You did that, remember?' my own voice reprimanded me at the back of my mind. Clenching my teeth, I shook my head and tried banish those terrible memories. Attempting to divert my attention back to what I should have been focusing on, I slowly pressed the piece of fabric to his cheek. "Did you try cleaning it?" I asked. "Kind of, but I just decided to let it be after it started to look okay," he said. “I'm no medic." I scoffed at that.  "Neither am I, but our circumstances don't allow up the luxury of a real doctor. The infirmary is only allowed to agents." He said nothing in reply. After a moment or two had passes us by, I pulled away to observe the scars. The looked clean, the alcohol certainly having done its job. I sighed through my nose, bringing out the clear bottle once more and telling him to lay down on his stomach.  We were both silent as I got to his back, save for the occasional hiss of pain from Noah as the alcohol met the fresh, bleeding wounds. It don't know how long it took...it could've been hours, but I did complete the task, both of us understandably exhausted when I was finished.  "Did you get any sleep whatsoever before coming here?" he asked as I wrapped more bandages around his torso.  "Yes," I replied tonelessly.  Noah's eyes narrowed as we locked gazes.  "Your lying."  I rolled my eyes.  "So? Why would it matter—" The sound of my PDA ringing in my pocket cut me off. I sighed in exasperation as I pulled it out, noting that the little digital clock in the top right corner read seven AM. It was a message from Rhodes again. I scowled. As if I wanted to hear from him.  There will be a meeting to discuss yesterday's event at three. Be there. -J.R.  I quickly shut the little machine off and dropped it back into my pocket, proceeding to gather up my things. Quirking an eyebrow, Noah rolled over onto his back and sat up, leaning back on his elbows.  "What's the rush?" he inquired.  "I need to go," I muttered, stuffing the alcohol bottle into the bag. "I'll be back tomorrow to change the bandages."  Hastily, I rose to leave, hesitating when I realized that I'd forgotten something. I turned to face the prisoner again.  "Here, take these. They'll help." Pulling out a bottle of water and a small pill out of the bag, I set them on the chair before walking away. "Hey," he called, making me stop the door as it began to close. Exactly like the other day...  "Yeah?" I responded.  "I owe you one."  The corner of my lip curled up into a half-smile.  "I won't forget that."  I closed the door, leaning my head back against it and burying my face in my hands once it shut.

Chapter Nine
Life After Lies by Fadingsilverstar16 Chapter Nine Confrontation

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" Did you get any sleep whatsoever before coming here?" he asked as I wrapped more bandages around his torso.  " Yes," I replied tonelessly.   Noah's eyes narrowed as we locked gazes.  " Your lying."   I rolled my eyes.  " So? Why would it matter—" The sound of my PDA ringing in my pocket cut me off. I sighed in exasperation as I pulled it out, noting that the little digital clock in the top right corner read seven AM.   It was a message from Rhodes again. I scowled. As if I wanted to hear from him.   There will be a meeting to discuss yesterday's event at three. Be there. -J.R."

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When it came to meetings like this one, I'm usually able to keep my composure. It was never too difficult to retain a straight face in these kinds of situations. Even when it came down to Rhodes actually threatening to dump Noah's body into the middle of the ocean a few days ago, I was still somehow able to keep cool. So when I started to sweat profusely as soon as I had sat down in my usual spot at that long table in the conference room, I knew that this was going to be a problem. Straightening in my chair as DeMiller, the client, and his flunkies entered the room, I clamped my mouth shut and tried to convince myself that Noah's father would give in this time. I didn't want to think about what the outcome would be if he refused again. "I'm fed up with this guy," I heard Rhodes mutter angrily as he took a seat, bringing out his computer once again. "I've been going way to easy on him and his brat." DeMiller, deadpan, shrugged as he sat down. "How much do you think it'll take for him to give up?" he asked. Rhodes closed his eyes, shaking his head as his laptop's screen lit up, casting a blue light on his face. "I don't know," he said, massaging his temples, "but I will do whatever it takes. It's not over until I get my money or until the kid breathes his last breath." The atmosphere in the room suddenly became grim, my stomach churning at that last statement. Would a father really let his son die for money? The clock chimed three, and my client receive a video invitation yet again. Accepting it, he snapped his fingers and the back wall lit up into a giant screen once more. Wilshire's image was fuzzy at first, clearing up after a second or two. Once the picture was clear, I could plainly see the cool, businesslike expression on his features. Rhodes folded his hands atop the table, letting a sinister grin spread across his face. "Enjoy our little show?" he asked. Noah's father's eyes narrowed. "First of all, that might've been the greatest comedy routine I've ever seen," he said humorlessly. "Secondly, I still stand by my previous statement. You, my friend, are too soft. You think you can get away with just using the kid as a punching bag for a while, don't you?" "You think this is a joke? Trust me, if you don't pay with your money, your son will pay with his life." Deathly calm, Rhodes let his gaze remain locked with his old friend's. The air grew thick with tension as they stared each other. Finally, Wilshire opened opened his mouth to speak again. "Please," he said, the confidence evident in his tone. "You won't kill him. Beat him up for a few weeks, sure, but you know that you will never find it in yourself to murder him." I looked at the client, expecting to see his face turn a furious red again. To my surprise, he let no emotion show. "You know, all I need to do is snap my fingers—" " Guy"  Rhodes immediately quieted, regarding the man on the screen suspiciously. The soft, feminine voice hadn't come from anyone in the conference room. A tiny hint of uneasiness crossing his face as the voice called out again, Wilshire leaned back and whispered a few words to the woman off screen. The conversation was extremely heard to hear, but I did catch one word, which I assumed was the woman's name: Rosaline. When he finally finished talking to her, he turned his attention back to my client, who had narrowed his eyes into mere slits. He'd apparently picked up a few words, too. "I thought your wife's name was Sandra—" "That's none of your business," Noah's father quickly interjected, "and we're moving away from the subject." "Oh yes, about how you're trying to hide the fact that you don't even care that your youngest son is going to die?" Wilshire rolled his eyes in response. "You may think you can this up long enough to convince me," he spoke, tone dangerously low, "but both you and both I know that you're a coward. Stop lying to yourself. I know you, John. You'll be this close to pulling the trigger and back out at the last minute," said the man on screen, jabbing a finger in the client's direction. Fed up, Rhodes abruptly stood and knocked over his chair in the process, eyes ablaze. "Listen you obnoxious bastard," he spat through his teeth, "this is your last chance. I want my money, dammit. It's either that, or I swear, I'll tear your son to shreds ." My throat went dry at those words. Lips pursing together in a thin line, I shot a glance at the man a few feet away from me, who was quickly losing it. Distrust and white-hot anger swirled around his dark eyes. I bit the inside of my lip, ignoring the pain brought on by the tender flesh being chewed on by my teeth. Noah's father still looked unimpressed, rolling his eyes in exasperation. "I have three facts for ya: The boy's not going to die, I'm not paying you a cent, and this conversation is over." With that, Wilshire suddenly pressed a button on the keyboard before him, ending the conference. For about two minutes, no one spoke, all in the room having been stunned into silence. Of course, Rhodes remained standing, and was the first to form any type of response. Shoulders shaking, he planted his hands firmly on the dark wooden table. I expected him to unleash his rage through a burst of unchecked violence, like kicking something or throwing a punch at the wall, but no. The next thing he did was much, much worse. Inhaling deeply, Johnathon Rhodes turned his head toward my boss, indescribable rage burning within his bloodshot eyes. Slowly, he exhaled, and uttered two simple words that made everything come crashing down. " Kill him."

Chapter 10
Life After Lies by Fadingsilverstar16 Chapter 10 Comfort

I expected him to unleash his rage through a burst of unchecked violence, like kicking something or throwing a punch at the wall, but no.

The next thing he did was much, much worse.

''Inhaling deeply, Johnathon Rhodes turned his head toward my boss, indescribable rage burning within his bloodshot eyes. Slowly, he exhaled, and uttered two simple words that made everything come crashing down.''

"Kill him."

I walked down the cold, dark hallway, the walls on either side of me lined with cell doors. Each step sent tremors up my spine, and everything around me seemed unreal, like I was trapped in some sort of sick fantasy. It was almost if my mind was rejecting reality, refusing to believe that I'd just heard that... asshol e order Noah's death. Emotions raged violently in my stomach in an uncontrolable tornado that did nothing to calm my frantically pulsating heart.

For a small, fleeting moment, I wished this was all just a nightmare, but there was no use trying to convince myself of that. I already knew the truth. Funny, lots of people love the truth. Lots of people take comfort in facts and knowing what's right and what's not. However, that day, the truth just seemed so ugly and I wanted nothing more than to push it away. I knew I couldn't, though, for there was one person that deserved to know the truth.... I curled my sweaty fingers around the strap of that same black bag as I approached Noah's cell, gripping it as tightly as possible. With the knowledge that I now had weighing down on my shoulders, I found it a bit harder to compose myself before entering, although I did manage to pull myself together after a minute. Inhaling deeply, I pushed the door open. My heels clacked on the metal floor as I walked in, observing the prisoner from afar before walking towards him. Sitting on the cot, he had lowered his head, chocolate brown hair falling loosely over his eyes. He gave no recognition of my presence. "Hey," I greeted softly, sitting on the chair that had been left from yesterday's...event. I set my bag on the floor, turning my attention to Noah's bandaged wrists. "How are you feeling?" I asked, moving to take his hand in my own and starting to unwrap the gauze. From the corner of my eye, I saw his lips part slightly, although he didn't speak for another moment. "Better," he said, to which I could only nod. In the back of my head, I knew I should've told him about the meeting as soon as I walked in a few minutes before, but, like a coward, I didn't say anything. As we both sat there in complete silence, I wracked my brain, searching for the right words. None came. My eyebrows knitted into a frown. How was I going tell him what Rhodes had said? At last, I sighed, releasing his hand. Granted, my brain had failed me and I still couldn't figure out a proper way to put it, but he needed to know. As a means of readying myself, I quietly clasped my hands together, staring down at my knees before raising my head to look at him. He hadn't changed position. Deep breath. “Noah?” I asked. He didn't respond verbally, instead choosing to move his head slightly in my direction. I still couldn't see his eyes, but at least I knew that he was listening. "Uh...I...I-um," I stammered, shutting my eyes and shaking my head in frustration. Exasperated, my hands balled into fists, fingernails digging into the skin of my palms. The words simply refused to come out— "You missed Rhodes by about an hour, y'know." My head snapped to attention at that only slightly audible statement. Noah still had his head turned, purposely avoiding my gaze. "Wha...?" was the only reply I could manage. "He didn't waste any time in telling me. According to him, I'll be dead within a week." Upon letting those words form on his lips, the fingers of Noah's left hand, which rested on his leg, twitched slightly, barely clenching his knee. The action, small as it was, betrayed the reserved manner in which he was conducting himself. My stunned silence invited him to go on. "It's weird, I never really thought about...how I would die. It's just something that I never bothered focusing on before," he continued, his voice blank and distant, "but now...I can't stop thinking about it. I'm not afraid of death -never was- but now it seems like death is all that's left for me." There was an audible crack in his voice during that last sentence, my throat burning all the while. Quieting, Noah slowly raised his head. My expression softened. Like the tone of his voice, Noah's stare was also devoid of any emotion, but not completely so. I could tell that he was holding back, trying to retain some dignity, but yet and still, some feelings managed to show through. After a few moments of studying his expression, I realized that there was a certain tinge of sadness and regret barely evident within his dark eyes. Something in my chest began to ache as Noah close his eyes and bowed his head once more in silent acceptance of his fate. Suddenly, my body was no longer mine. It was deciding for itself now, and my mind couldn't regain authority over my actions. No thinking. Just doing. Slowly and cautiously, my right hand lifted up from its place on my lap and began to make its way toward Noah, reaching out to him. My heartbeat quickened with each second that slipped by, the sound throbbing in my ears. At about halfway, though, I stopped, my fingers twitching in hesitation. Maybe this wasn't such a good idea.... I began to pull it back— My entire universe came to a grinding halt as Noah, sensing that I was having second thoughts, quickly raised his arm and caught my trembling hand in his own. Shocked, I took a tiny, sharp intake of breath that couldn't even qualify as a gasp, but my surprise quickly melted into curiosity. The sensation of his hand holding mine felt oddly foreign. It made me realize how long it'd been since I'd had this kind of contact with another. Such a simple gesture...but it reminded me of all the little things in life that I was missing out on by being tangled up with this damn organization. I closed my eyes and took in the feel of it all. His skin was neither soft nor rough, and it was almost as if the flesh having found a happy medium between the two. Also, I noticed that it was quite warm, contrasting with my own cool hand. It felt...nice, really. So, for a while, we just sat there, palms pressed together, fingers gently intertwined. My heartbeat was no longer fast and nervous, I noticed. It had calmed considerably, and I liked it that way. I forget exactly when the silence got to us and we started to talk. We must've conversed for hours, the word 'death' never once uttered by either of us. I didn't let go until the very last second, when I was ready to leave. We didn't need an exchange of words or even facial expressions. The way he softly squeezed my hand before I pulled it away and left gave all the thanks I would ever need. My right hand feeling very empty for the rest of the night, I drove home, climbed into bed, and sobbed myself to sleep.

Chapter Eleven
Life After Lies by Fadingsilverstar16 Chapter 11 Realization "He didn't waste any time in telling me. According to him, I'll be dead within a week." I cracked my eyes open, finally freed from the barrage of nightmares that had tormented me throughout the night. Struggling to regain full consciousness, I quickly realized that the light of dawn had not flooded my vision when I awoke. Wondering how I'd slept, I turned my head to squint at my little digital clock, which read 4:45. I let out a noise that was halfway between a groan and a sigh. Trying to go back to sleep was pointless now. Out of pure habit, I yawned and raised my hands to rub at my cheeks, feeling the remnants of dried tears as I touched the skin. My movements were slow and heavy, and the events of the previous day still fresh in my mind as I untangled my legs from my frumpy beige bedsheets. In reality, I wanted nothing more than to turn over and just lie in bed, but no. I needed to be up. I needed to help Noah. But how ? That thought made me hesitate halfway through the motion of rising from the bed. I really didn't have much time to consider my options, but then again, I didn't have many options to consider in the first place. It was becoming glaringly obvious which path I would have to take. How I would ever pull it off, I had no idea, but I would find a way. I had to. Putting on a confident face, I swiftly completed the task of getting up and confirmed my decision in my mind. Noah was going to escape, and I was going to help him do it. A little later, as the engine of my car roared to life, I let out a nervous, slightly shaky sigh, and although it pained me to admit it, even just to myself, I was terrified. The death threat had seemed...empty before. A sick lie that had been dreamed up to scare Noah's father into submission. Now, though, holding on to the hope that everything would somehow just get better without me having to do anything would be nothing more than clinging to a fantasy. Oh yes, and speaking of lies, to say that I had any idea whatsoever about how to set Noah free would also be speaking something that was far from the truth. It might've not been the best way to go about things, but time was of the essence. All I could do was wing it and hope that we both would at least make it out alive. So there I was, driving to headquarters, my sweaty hands gripping the steering wheel so tightly that my knuckles were turning white. As complex and state-of-the-art as it was, there had to be some flaw in the organization's security system, right? It didn't even matter how small or minuscule it was. A flaw is a flaw. It didn't take me long to get to the bank, and it didn't take me long to get down to the base. Stepping out of the elevator, my heels clacked on the metal floor of the main hall as I began my search for any imperfection whatsoever in the system. A camera here. A camera there. Heat sensors. The only thing which caught my attention was a ventilation shaft, which I quickly dismissed for being too small for any human being to slip through. Knowing the organization, they'd probably equipped it with sensors, anyway, just in case. Sighing, I continued my journey, passing the front desk, which sat empty, on my way down the hall. Strange, Charlie was supposed to have been here. Actually, it was pretty empty around this floor. All I could hear was quiet conversation coming through the rows of metal doors on either side of me and the occasional cry of pain from some poor innocent being tortured. Other than that, nothing. A particularly loud shriek sounded from somewhere, making me jump a little. Funny, the sound had been muffled by whatever door the victim was behind, but still had enough volume to shatter my eardrums and echo eerily down the hall. For a minute, I contemplated leaving, as it didn't look like I would find anything just walking around. Going to the computer room would probably be my best bet, now that I thought about it, although I wasn't too keen on the idea of possibly trying to hack into the organization's computer network. However, what other choice did I have? I raised my head, blinking as I realized that I'd come to the end of the hallway, which split into two that continued on for a bit and then separated into more. As I was doing a U-turn, another piercing scream was heard, this one louder than before. I grimaced this time, my eyes turning a fraction of an inch toward where it had come from— I stopped, blinking again as I took in the sight before me. A certain blonde was standing in front of a doorway to my right, leaning against the wall next to it. It was pretty obvious that he was listening in on whatever was taking place inside, but what could be so damn interesting that he actually took the time to stop for it? Heh, it may have been the simple fact that Charlie was just standing there that made me halt, but it was the way he was positioned that kept me staring at him. He had his arm raised, the fingers of his hand curled tightly into a fist that he pressed against the door frame. His thin lips were formed into a grim frown, eyes shielded from view by his long bangs. He was so still...so silent...it was almost as if he was frozen in time. And then it clicked. That was the room the scream had come from. Someone was being tortured in there. Honestly, I had a mind to just turn and walk away, but I chose to approach him instead. A few questions formed in my head about what, exactly, was he doing there, but he held up a hand as soon as I was close to him. Cocking an eyebrow at him, I crossed my arms and moved a little closer to the door, trying to focus on the conversation that was going on. Soon, the words became clear.... "Clark, are you sure about this?" An adult male. "I'm telling you, she knows where it is! Now, fess up, girl!" Also an adult male. "No! Mommy said not to!" My eyebrows raised a fraction of an inch at that voice. It sounded like the person it belonged to was no more than five or six. The child's defiance was met with a hard slap, making her yelp. " Sweetie ," the word was said by one of the two men with such fake kindness that it was almost cringe worthy, "Mommy is dead. She can't tell you what to do anymore. Remember how I just slapped you? Hurts, doesn't it? Well, trust me, I can make it stop. Tell me where the paper is hidden, and the hurt will go away." "No!" Slap. "Do you have a death wish, you little wretch? You know that if I kill you, you'll only go down to burn in hell with your whore of a mother!" "Spending an eternity in hell with my mom would be better than spending a minute here on Earth with you ." Shocked at the young female's words, I opened my eyes, brow furrowing as I awaited response. Another slap, and another, and another. A punch. A string of curse words. Sobbing. It continued like this for over ten minutes. "You have one more chance . Where is your grandmother's will, you sniveling waste of air!?" No reply. Thirty seconds passed. "Fine," came the man's chillingly cold voice, "my regards to Satan." There was a sickening crack, and the girl's shrieks were silenced. I didn't pay attention to the rest of the conversation between the two murderers behind that metal door. There was something about what to do with the body, and that's all I remember. Time seemed to move slowly, as I stood there alongside Charlie, staring blankly at the floor. It would be another five minutes or so until we both found it in ourselves to walk away. We ventured back to the front desk at a slow, even pace, neither of us uttering a word. Once there, my fellow agent sat at his computer, icy blue eyes narrowed at the glowing screen before him. Still somewhat in a state of shock, I leaned against the polished wooden desk, head bowed. I knew that I needed to focus. The issue about Noah still burned within my mind...but the sound of that little girl's neck snapping replayed itself over and over again in my head; never stopping, never leaving. "You know, before I knew about this place, I though that money could only get you so far." I snapped to attention at Charlie's words. He was still staring at that desktop computer, fingers tapping rapidly at the keyboard before leaning back in his chair and taking hold of the mouse. "Sure, there were assassinations. Sure, there was torture. Sure, there were even organizations like this one, but never this... sophisticated . Now, it's different. Now, governments from around the world come here and pay us to do their dirty work, and in exchange, they allow us to get away with things like that. " He inclined his head toward the right, where two men and an agent were entering the elevator, carrying a small body in a white bag, which was stained red at places. I averted my eyes. Minutes passed. "Heh, Mendez is in the news again," Charlie commented, breaking the tense silence. I regarded him curiously. "Who?" He looked right back at me, brows furrowed. "You don't know Rosalina Mendez? She's a model and an actress who wants to drop off the face of the earth. Wasn't in the news for about a year or so. Then the media caught up with her again and well...so much for keeping a low profile." Rosalina. That name rang a bell. Whatever, probably just a coincidence. Inside, I laughed at myself for even noting such a thing. "Never heard of her," I replied, shrugging. "Come look." Nodding, I stood and walked behind the desk, seeing that the agent had just clicked on a news video. A woman with an atrocious haircut standing in front of a park appeared on the screen. " Today, famed actress Rosalina Mendez was spotted at a local park near her neighborhood of Rosedale, Ontario. Mendez recently finished moving to Rosedale after selling her large, ten million dollar Hollywood mansion in favor of a smaller home here in Canada. The star stated a few years ago that she reportedly likes taking frequent trips to the park to feed the ducks, so why should this particular visit be of any interest? This time, she was not alone. At about 8AM this morning, Mendez was reportedly seen at the park with an unidentified male....” The camera did a closeup of said star and her...wait a minute.... That man's face....  What the hell ?  "Charlie, pause the video!"  "What? Why?" " Just do it!"  Too stunned to argue, he obeyed. I immediately got as close as possible to the screen, staring intently at the picture. Every detail was perfect. Those eyes, that hair, that smirk ....  My lips curled into a grin as I realized something.  I wasn't going to break Noah out.  They were going to let us out.

Chapter 12
Life After Lies by Fadingsilverstar16 Chapter 12 Hope "Charlie, pause the video!" "What? Why?" "Just do it!" Too stunned to argue, he obeyed. I immediately got as close as possible to the screen, staring intently at the picture. Every detail was perfect. Those eyes, that hair, that smirk.... My lips curled into a grin as I realized something. I wasn't going to break Noah out. They were going to let us out. I lifted the mug of coffee to my chapped lips again, noting with slight annoyance that my grip on its handle was a little shaky, probably from me being doped up on caffeine and having had very little sleep lately. I wanted to rest, knowing that I most likely looked as awful as I felt, but the mug filled with black, bitter, lukewarm liquid to my right and sheer will alone would have to suffice for now. I had a mission to complete. The organization's main office room was dark, the computer in front of me being the only source of light and possibly the reason my eyes were starting to hurt. As the insanely long list of people with 'Mendez' as their last name loaded on the screen, I marveled at the information these people had collected over the years. Most results contained just a name, birth date, and the city in which the person was living. Some had a little more detail, such as height, weight, hair and eye color, usually what one would find on a driver's license. Some contained an entire profile, complete with multiple addresses, phone numbers, job locations, spouses, children, family, friends.... Chilling. Finally, after ten grueling minutes, the list was completed and I immediately started to seek for Rosalina. Once I'd narrowed it down to a point, it wasn't too hard to find the her. Out of the group of women who all had that name, only one had a full, accessible profile. Clicking on the link, I glanced to my left at the photo lying next to my hand. It was a screen shot of the face of Noah's father, captured forever. The original picture had been kind of blurry and of overall unimpressive quality, but a few enhancements quickly solved that problem. There was no doubt about it now, that was clearly Guy Wilshire. Not far from the picture were a few other loose sheets of paper— news reports and other information I'd gathered during my research. Directing my attention back to the computer, I scanned the page briefly. Yep, that was definitely her. Everything checked out with the facts I'd already collected. Licking my dry lips, I gave the PC a command to print out the page. As the documents made their transition from the screen to the plain white pages I'd fed into the printer, I absentmindedly drummed my fingers on the desk. Well, I thought, this whole thing was certainly a welcome turn of events. If it hadn't been for Charlie and his sudden interest in current happenings in the celebrity world a few hours ago, I, admittedly, would still have been completely lost. That was all in the past, now, though. Once the printing was finished, I stuffed all of the pages into the yellow envelope I'd snatched from the mail room and shut off the computer. With the papers in one hand and my half-empty coffee cup in the other, I hastily made me my way out of the computer room. I walked back toward the elevator that would take me to the world above, pulling out my PDA with two fingers and noting that its little clock read six in the morning. It had taken me all night to get this done. Sighing, I slipped the object back into my pocket. It could've been worse. I stepped through the door of the elevator, which immediately closed behind me and began to rise up toward the top level. I would send the papers to Rhodes later in the day, after a much-needed nap and an aspirin...or two. For now, my work was done. The elevator's bell chimed, and while I walked quietly out of the silver metal door and made my way out of the bank. I adjusted my pillow again for the fifth time in the last three minutes, burying my head into it and trying to force myself into sleeping. It'd been hours since I'd gotten home and I still wasn't able to manage such a simple task. To help me relax, I attempted to clear my mind of all stressful thoughts, but found it harder to push away the anxiety over my current situation than expected, to my annoyance. I let out a sigh of exasperation, taking a fist-full of my frumpy comforter in my hand and pulling over my head in one quick motion, moaning. Was a moment of rest really too much to ask for? Ouch. Headache. Apparently so. Thankfully, my attention was diverted from the sharp pain by the loud buzzing of my PDA, which had been sitting on my nightstand ever since I got back. Not bothering to get up and actually look at what I was doing, I stuck my arm out of the mound of covers, groping around in thin air for a few seconds before my fingertips met the cool, polished wood of the little table, and finally, the smooth casing of the object in question. Grabbing it, I pulled my arm back under the pile of bedsheets, flinching as the intense brightness of the thing's small screen nearly blinded my tired eyes. After getting my vision back in check, I squinted at the PDA's display, which told me that a new message had arrived. Agent U, Meeting today. Same room, same time. -J.R. I was the first one in the conference room, my big yellow envelope tucked safely under my arm as I sat down in my usual spot. As a means of slowing my wildly pulsating heart, I tried to focus on breathing in and out, slowly and evenly. 'Calm down, Heather,' I told myself. This meeting was a blessing, really, as it meant that I could present my little find directly to Rhodes. It was perfect, and therefore my hands shouldn't have been clamming up. I shouldn't have been sweating. I shouldn't have felt like someone had raked sandpaper up my throat. Why was I so nervous, dammit?! My thought process was interrupted as Rhodes entered, his shoes making quiet thumps on the mahogany carpet and those three minions or whatever right behind him. The would-be murderer wasted no time in finding his seat, carelessly dropping his laptop case on the table. Obviously, he wasn't pleased. DeMiller walked in not to long after the other man did, looking a bit more collected than the client. He also sat down quickly, right as the the clock on the back wall chimed the hour. Thus started the meeting. "So," began my boss, who was intent on getting right down to business, "how do you want the killing carried out?" "Depends," Rhodes replied shortly, "do you charge by method?" DeMiller shook his head, folding his hands on top of the table. "No. Ten-thousand flat." At that, Rhodes made no physical response, simply staring at his laptop as it powered up. He seemed to be mulling it over. "That sounds fine," he said finally. "As for how to do it, I have no specific requests...although I do want there to be screaming." I scowled inwardly. Sadistic bastard. That statement was followed by silence from both. I sucked in a deep breath. Now, or never. "Permission to speak, Sir." My voice came out a bit more shaky and timid than I would've liked, but I didn't dwell on it, focusing on keeping my face emotion-free. The two men, surprised at my speaking up, turned to look at me with mildly surprised and curious looks. "Uh...permission granted, Agent Umbriel," DeMiller said slowly. "Recently, I came across some information on the Internet that I think might interest you." I sent the envelope across the table, which Rhodes promptly caught and opened. I let him have a few minutes to look over its contents, studying his reaction closely. By the time he got to the picture of Noah's father, the expression on his face was simply incredulous. It would take him another two minutes to form a response. "Mendez, huh?" he murmured quietly. I nodded. "She's our ticket to the man you really want. Even if he doesn't live with her, I have... methods of getting that information from this so-called pop star." For emphasis, I reached into my back pocket and pulled out my knife, placing it on the table and sliding it over to the middle aged man like I did the envelope. Before the object could even get close to stopping, he grabbed it, not even moving to look at the small weapon. Eyes still fixed upon the pages he held, Johnathan Rhodes made no reply. My boss, all the while, was silently leaning to the left a bit so that he could see the sheets, looking somewhat impressed. "How did you find this?" he asked. "I was looking at the news when I came across the video and clicked on it out if interest," I lied, deciding to omit Charlie's involvement, although I didn't think it would make much of a difference. All I got was a nod in response. By this time, it looked like the client had finished reading, turning his gaze toward the knife in his left hand. He slowly laid the sheet of paper down on the table, closing his eyes with a sigh. I could see a smirk playing on his thin lips as he took his thumb and started running it lightly over the flat side of the blade. "That kid had better be damn grateful that you came along with this little gem," he chuckled. "I would've axed him tomorrow if you hadn't." My eyes widened a fraction of an inch. Wow, tomorrow. Noah had come that close to the end.... "Luckily for him, though, we've found his father," Rhodes continued, "and it will be your job to bring me what's mine." I nodded and rose as he handed me back all of my papers and the envelope. "Anything else, Sir?" I questioned. "Take the kid with you. If blowing his brains out in front of Wilshire doesn't work, you have your... methods ." He gave me my knife. "Dismissed." I immediately turned to exit the room. It might have just been me, but I thought I heard DeMiller whisper something to the client as I walked out, but I paid it no mind. I was too busy focusing on the fact that I'd done it. The only thing left to do was get the money, and Noah would be spared. He had a chance now... ...but the nightmare wasn't over just yet.

Chapter Thirteen
Life After Lies by Fadingsilverstar16 Chapter 13 Warmth I immediately turned to exit the room. It might have just been me, but I thought I heard DeMiller whisper something to the client as I walked out, but I paid it no mind. I was too busy focusing on the fact that I'd done it. The only thing left to do was get the money, and Noah would be spared. He had a chance now... ...but the nightmare wasn't over just yet. Okay, time to get down to business. Now that I officially had the permission to pay a visit to Noah's father, I was taking care of everything that needed to be done before the cross-country trip. It wasn't very hard. The first necessary necessary step I had to take was to get the plane reservation done, which had been easy to accomplish. That had been the most important task, but there were still other things that needed to be done to make sure both of us made it out in one piece. That being said, it's not every day a mission for an underground society specializing in assassinations and torture requires a trip to the mall as preparation, huh? I snorted to myself quietly. It certainly isn't, I thought wryly, but here I am. I was scanning through the many racks of clothing at an enormous department store, pointedly ignoring the wave of nostalgia that washed over me upon remembering how many credit cards I'd maxed out at this particular mall. The place always seemed to have exactly what I needed at any given time, even now. Slung over my lower right arm were a pair of black cargo pants and a dark blue T-shirt, along with a black jacket and a few other things that I was carrying in my hands to the checkout line. They'd been hasty picks, which was funny since I'd once been famous for going on ridiculously long shopping sprees before. Now, however, just setting foot in this store left a bad taste in my mouth. Maybe because being back in this place reminded me of what I used to be.... "Miss?" came a quiet voice, jolting me from my thoughts. I looked up, blinking as it dawned on me that it was my turn in line. The clerk was staring directly at me, and I silently thanked all that was good in the world that there was no one else around. Clearing my throat, I walked up to the customer service desk to pay. "How are you?" the teenage girl chirped as she deactivated and pulled the plastic beige security tags off of the clothes. "Fine," I replied, making an effort to sound pleasant enough. "You?" "I'm good," she replied cheerfully. From then on, the employee went about processing the purchase silently, casting a hidden, thoughtful glance at me every few seconds. I averted my eyes to the right, pretending to find the stylishly clothed display mannequins interesting. A moment passed, and the girl's eyes suddenly gleamed with realization after she took another good look at me. I sighed inwardly. "Now I remember your face!" she exclaimed, her red nail polish glinting in the stores artificial lights as she snapped her fingers. "You look like that Heather girl! The one who was on that show!" I instantly plastered a surprised, innocent look on my face, now trying to avoid eye contact as much as I could. "Really, now?" I said. "That's funny." Anxiety was slowly starting to build up in the pit of my stomach, but thankfully the girl was just then calculating my total with her bulky old cash register. "That'll be thirty seventy-eight, miss." I paid quickly, picked up my bag and bolted from the store, nearly snatching my receipt from the clerk's hand. Though, of course, I couldn't just sprint for the door. I had to pace myself to keep from looking suspicious. I could practically feel that girl's confused stare on my back. As I hastily got in my car and drove off, I could only hope that she would just shrug the situation off and go back to doing her job or admiring those nails or anything other than focusing on "how much I looked like that Heather girl". It was actually kind of strange, I thought. Someone recognizing me while I was out was nothing new. It had happened a number of times in the past, ever since I took part in that show that must not be named, and I hadn't even really been bothered by it before. After all, I was supposed to be dead, right? Sighing, I could only deduce that my reaction to this little encounter had been caused by the last time it had happened in the coffee shop. Having my own mother's shocked, wide-eyed gaze pierce my own right there in public had...scared me. It was then that I realized how fragile, how delicate it all was. One slip up, and it would all be over. But hey, I told myself as I pulled up to the bank, you're just a plane ticket away from getting out of here, right? A pause, then, Yeah, I thought, to confront a father who doesn't take a  very  real death threat to his youngest son seriously and somehow make him cough up thirty-five thousand dollars, not take a vacation. It would only be a matter of time until I'd be saying, doing things I'd never dreamed of before, and the less said about that, the better. The elevator ride down to floor C7 seemed to take longer than usual this time, but I just passed it off as my mind playing tricks on me. There was no reason to run to the cell now. A nice and slow pace would do just fine. It would give me more time to collect myself and let me reiterate in my brain that luck was on our side, at least for the moment, and soon Noah would be setting foot outside for the first time in weeks. Wonderful, right? Of course it was. He'd suffered enough. The sound of my heels yet again clacking on the metal floor beneath me was the only thing I could hear in the hallway as I approached the silver door, wasting no time in unlocking and pushing it open (for the last time...hopefully). I took a deep breath one more time, just to calm my rolling stomach, and quietly stepped in. I was greeted by a familiar sight. The image of Noah laying on the cot and staring at the ceiling was nothing new. There was also that same blank expression on his face that belied that sadness I knew was there. What else to expect of the condemned? This I'd seen before... ...but that didn't stop my heart from throbbing painfully, or the fact that at that moment the only thing I wanted was to make his sadness go away. I knew I couldn't though, because something in my gut told me that after this whole situation was over, that hidden depression would become a permanent fixture. Even if he somehow managed to...heal, that barely-concealed regret would always be there. It could be easily covered up by a charming smirk or a sarcastic remark, but it would still be there. I swallowed the itchy feeling in my throat and moved to sit down in the lone chair next to the cot again. "Hey," I whispered, letting the bag I was holding fall to the floor beside me. I didn't expect him to move or even move those deep black eyes in my direction, but he did, sitting up on the bed and looking directly at me. With that one look, I knew he was asking me a question. Why are you here? My gaze fell to the floor. "We know where he is," I said, keeping my stare fixed anywhere but him. If Noah had any reaction at all, his voice didn't indicate it. "Where?" he asked tonelessly. "Ontario. I've been ordered to go there and take you with me." A moment of hesitation. "And how was this found out?" I blinked at the floor, having expected more of a 'when do we leave'. "Well, y'know, saw his face on some site, connected the dots, told my boss and Rhodes...." "How long did it take you?" ...Wait, what ? I thought that I would already be explaining how I came across and gathered the information in detail, not how long it took me to do it. Why would it matter to him anyway? Weird. Nevertheless, I gave a little shrug. "All night," I replied, suddenly reminded of all the meals I hadn't eaten and the sleep I'd lost, but that wasn't important (even when I had a splitting headache and a hollow feeling in my stomach). I raised my head, looking at him. There was still sadness, but now there was also relief in his eyes. It was finally starting to sink in. After breathing out a sigh, I picked up the bag and held it out to him. "Some clothes. I'll use the makeup to cover up your scars later," I explained. He said nothing in reply, simply getting up and walking to the small bathroom to change. As the door that desperately need its hinges oiled shut, I stifled a yawn and pulled out my cell. Seven in the evening. I'd made good time. I yawned again, reaching up to rub my eyes before crossing my legs and arms simultaneously. Five minutes. No more, I thought as I let myself lean against the back of the chair. I had to keep track of the time. Couldn't just let myself fall asleep. A five minute nap and another three cups of coffee and I would be okay. Just five minutes.... Just five.... Creaking of a door. Footsteps. A shuffle of clothing. A touch, gentle and almost hesitant, on my cheek. It lingered there for a little moment, only to slip away. I did not understand. Was I dreaming...? A very strange dream, then. Only sounds and feeling, no sights. An arm encircled me, my shoulder grasped in a warm hand. Very warm. Wanted to lean into it, absorb that heat. Another arm looped itself under my legs. also. I still did not see anything, didn't see him, but he was there. Close. Then I was being moved. Lifted. Carried. Held. My ear pressed against something just as warm as the arms that cradled me, and the beating sound that came from underneath the surface, just for a second, seemed to be the only thing that existed in the world. The arms placed me on something cold, firm, hard. I shivered. Wanted to protest, to feel that touch on my face again, not this thing I was lying on. Heh, I must've been going soft.... The hand came back, touching my face with extreme care, as if I were going to break if it pressed too hard. The cold was forgotten, replaced by the jolts of what almost felt like electricity that seemed to sear through every nerve ending in me. The fingers trailed softly over my eyebrow, down my cheek, my shoulder, stopping to rub my arm lightly. It— he wanted me to go back to sleep. The hand moved again, lower, lower, reaching my own hand, but not touching. I wanted to move, had to move. Had to do something to let him know I was there. I felt myself shift, as if my body was almost reluctant to oblige with my mind's command for it to move. I could only turn my head slightly in his direction, could only open my eyes a tiny bit. I needed to. I needed to see his expression. A smile. A small, calm, sweet smile. All for me. His hand laid itself upon mine. I had to force myself to say something. "Mmm...Noah?" was the only thing I could muster. The smile grew just a fraction of an inch wider. Our fingers laced together, only to have him pull away and then take my hand in his own, lifting it up. I was starting to sink now, starting to sink into the darkness and the silence. I had to strain myself to hear his last words, just a soft murmur in the distance. " Thank you, Heather." Smooth lips laid themselves upon my knuckles. My eyes closed, the warmth of sleep enveloped me, and the last real, raw emotion I remember feeling was pure contentedness before I floated into the blissful nothing and knew no more.