User blog:Nduke/Apology

Wow, I've made a lot of these lately which aren't a good thing to have to make. Anyways, I'm here typing this right now, because I feel terrible about the way I've acted last night, and lately in general. I do deeply apologize for losing my cool over such a stupid thing such as losing a roleplay, and I also do apologize to everyone for assuming and being paranoid that everyone does hate me. I do think I may be bipolar or something, and most of you may agree with that. I do apologize for lashing out at everyone lately, and I'll try my best to go back to the fun, normal, Nduke I once was. I also think I changed when I came back to the wiki after that brief stint I left when I began high school, which I was very stressed about because I felt like I wouldn't fit in, suprisingly, I fit in very well in high school, and I love it, although sometimes I can get teased by certain kids with ADHD who mess with everyone because they have no idea what they're doing because they don't take their medicine and practically have no filter, but that's still not a very good excuse of why I've been acting like this, and I don't think there is a good excuse of why I've bee acting like this. I will be staying on the wiki for the time being, but I really do hope all my friendships can be restored, and I do understand that it will take some time for me to gain everyone's trust, and I do admit to my mistakes. And for those that think that me announcing I'm leaving was a publicity thing, it wasn't, cause I really felt like I couldn't be here anymore cause it won't be good for me, but certain users calmed me down, and helped me out. Once again, I'm sorry, and I'm trying to change for the better. Nduke out. :3 -- Tis the season  to be writing!   Falalala, la, la, la, la!  17:47, December 24, 2012 (UTC)
 * Acting as a girl for a certain number of months.
 * Lashing out at people and causing arguments between certain users.
 * And many more.