hi lol...
I know it's been quite some time, and I genuinely don't even know how many of you are still around or if anyone around knows who I am, but uh... yea! I was searching around my computer and cleaning it out and found some wiki-related folders, and I just kinda wanted to dip in and ... idk... apologize ?
I know it's weird to come back so many years later and apologize, but I was young and stupid and will never be able to explain why I did what I did (which, in case you didn't know, was lie and use this "Jessica" persona). I guess the best reason I can give is because I was truly just not OK with who I was, and I found this to be a better life for me to hide behind. And by the time I finally found myself and was OK with myself, I was definitely too deep in.
I beyond appreciated getting to know y'all and was truly shaped into a better person from my time here. <3 I know some of y'all that I was close probably will never forgive me, but I really am sorry and even though Jessica and some of the life shit was fabricated, the real me was always rooted in that.
I kinda want to stick around and kinda re-immerse the real me back into this community and kinda catch up with people and meet new people, but we shall see...
SO YEa... yea... Hope y'all who see this have a great day/night!
x TDALindsayfan1